joyanne

2009-01-24T12:11:00.000-08:00

when our lips are pressed against each other,
it is a feeling like none other.

the only word to describe today's shopping: exhilarating

i spent all the remaining money i had without a care.
french manicure,faux lashes,oriental halter neck,mommy's top,cny goods, air brush tattoo
its been long since i experienced this exhilaration. : D

chinatown was madness. i guess it was only short of becoming a stampede. id be the first to die if it really happened.

2009-01-06T08:38:00.000-08:00

oh my fucking god.
i guess this is how it feels when im worn out. my eyelids are drooping down as i try to muster all the remaining energy i have to type and finish up all the handicrafts. these few days have been crazy, all the late nights and hectic daytime has drained all my energy away.
the mind is stronger than the body, hopefully.

anyway, i love my boyfriend.
but i love it more when i twist his fingers during wrestling.
its quite fun actually.

byebye

2008-12-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

dont know whats wrong with all the people.zzz.. are they so bored as to frequent my wordpress?it makes me feel abit uncomfortable that people i dont know are reading up about me. kinda creepy!

today wasnt a good day for me, emotionally. i felt pretty bad until i teared abit as i was typing an email on my office desk.however i cant pen this down, & neither can i find someone to share this with.

ill be able to figure a way out hopefully.
i can manage this, like always. i know ill be fine.

this emotional burden weighs on my shoulder. when i can let it down & be void of the constant worry & sadness that fills the very corners of my heart?

i gave out a sigh, but not of relief.
till another wave of emotion slaps me, ill blog again at this blogspot. goodbye

2008-12-15T07:21:00.000-08:00

botak is a stalker,
i have to be wary.

2008-12-15T05:27:00.000-08:00

hellos,apparently there are people still checking out this blogspot. :D
anyway, i guess few people will be visiting this blog, so i can rant and rave here without much worries. the few of you can be my audience.

i care about what people say about me, but it doesnt bother me it comes from a complete asshole/retard/no brainer/ a person who posses all the following attributes.

& hellos, i find absolute pleasure in laughing at your narcissism.
an apt definition of that from the dictionary would be,
"Erotic pleasure derived from contemplation or admiration of one's own body or self, especially as a fixation on or a regression to an infantile stage of development."
haha,erotic-a good word.

a subtle sign of revival.

2008-09-21T04:53:00.000-07:00

im closing down joyanneong.blogspot.com in 3 days time.
so yeah, start counting down!picture taken during suntanning in sentosa.

kiss you goodbye.

2008-09-18T18:03:00.000-07:00

cbox will be temporarily removed to cease the commotion for awhile. friends are abit worked up about it. : /
chill, girls.

hmm,but i really have no idea who chloe is. she made it sound as though i have identified her.zzz,whatever. but chloe is really a pretty name. i sure hope the person's face matches her name, then it'll really be beautiful. or else, i suggest she change her name to,er, jane. (okay, i dont know. jane is like plain jane,so yeah..)
might be changing cbox to haloscan if im continuing with this blog, which is highly UN-probable.

i already have a new blog to house all my entries, so i dont see a need to carry on with this blog. hmmm, ill probably hang on for a while more to decide. friends can ask for my new blog url.( i mean friends and not aquaintances.)

ciao.

2008-09-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

i have a new blog somewhere else now, but im not going to link it from this blog.
so yeah.
this blog would be for really general stuffs & the other would be for personal stuffs.
ill still blog here, but certainly not as much as last time.

im not really in the right mood now.
byeeee

ill come again when ive got the photos from sentosa outing with class girls.

2008-09-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

( lengthy entry ahead)
12 September 2008
ajisen @ plaza singapura with nicole & my new friends!
steffie,gen & rachel

they are a great bunch of people and we hit it off very quickly. all the gossiping and bitching about people in their school was coolios. they really did a fantastic job in making me feel comfortable around them :D THANK YOU!
it was such a pity i missed out on the SMU flea market with them earlier on. :( didnt have enough time to rush down after bio paper, which ended at only 6pm.

tommorrow will be another good day. shopping for mooncakes with nicole at takashimaya after tuition, followed by intense gyming session.
next monday, beach volley with class girls at sentosa!
next friday, afternoon high tea at yumcha with girlfriends!
jam packed with lots of activity, to top it off, tuesday is a day-off for me!

prelims prelims prelims. my week was rather eventful despite PRELIMS. purchased 5 pieces of clothings, of which 4 are dresses. :) nothing else can give me the same kind of pleasure & satisfaction as retail therapy! superficial as it may sound, but it works! my september allowance and birthday angpao from my dad have been used up for the month. grrrr.it will always be like that.
ill be loaded for the first week of every month, and a pauper for the rest of the weeks. loserrrrrrrr.
i never get to save up.

conversation with my sister in the jaccuzzi pool on wednesday night.
(i was leaving the jaccuzzi to swim in the lap pool)
sis: jie, wait.....
me: (pause) time waits for no man. my name is time..
sis: .......
the following day,
sis: i should have said my name was "no man". shitzzzzz.

HAHAHA. whatever manzz.

prompromprom. i have two dresses and i dont know which to wear. yesterday, i saw this really pretty dress & i like it alot cos ive been thinking alot about it. im still considering if i should get it. if i do, ill have three dresses to choose from. DILEMMA!
oxford heels/ mary-jane. I DONT KNOW.
oriental/maxi/retro got to decide fast, so i can start thinking about the hair and accessories.
i have a hunch the theme is going to suck, so i might as well not follow. ill wear whatever i like and think is appropriate. but, NONONO GOWNS for me! it will hinder my after-prom partaye!
grand copthorne hotel suck.

i really dont fancy clubbing & it kinda irks me when people try very hard to persuade me to join them. YES, I KNOW YOU HAVE A LIFE, GOOD FOR YOU, BUT LEAVE ME OUT OF IT. clubbing doesnt make you any cooler than anyone else. for people who keeps trying to get me to club, are just plain dumb and annoying. you are just conveying the message to me that your life is so sad, you've got to spice it up by clubbing all the time & you think you are a league above the rest just because you club. im not going to entertain all these nonsense.

oh, i lost a few dresses when i shifted over to my new place. zzz. my maid doesnt know where they are. kill me! ive only worn them once.

talk about my new place. shitzzz. i think ikea suck. they have monopolised the entire furniture market in singapore and almost everyone gets the same house decor. my 29bucks sticker is so common, i see it everywhere. luckily we didnt get other furnitures from there apart from my study table.

i cried in school today for awhile, but nobody knew because i was sitting alone.
its been a very long time since i last cried. & i like to be left alone when it happens.

anyway, im considering changing my blogspot to livejournal or wordpress. theres alot of things that i want to voice out in my entries, but i dont feel comfortable when i dont know who's reading them. yeah. or maybe ill keep this blogspot and have a private account somewhere else only for my close friends.

ive practically included everything that ive wanted to say for this week. um, a little lengthy, but at least the contents are not repetitive nor whiny right. my blogspot is getting so personal these days. ive been talking alot about my own stuffs rather than the general stuffs i used to blog about.i feel as though my privacy has been intruded. :/

finally, ciao.

2008-09-04T09:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO PRELIMS, I HATE YOU.

ive been a bummer for the past few days.
plenty of stayovers here and there @ nicole's place and mine.
& plenty of gyming sessions

everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it. -Confucius
that means im BEE-YOU-TEE-FOOL.thank you very much mr confucius!

2008-09-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

i trimmed my left eyebrow too much,
so now,
there is a hole in my eyebrow.

cut my hair yesterday at chomps(serangoon gardens),
now my head looks like a mushroom.

but thank goodness,
its September holidays.
i can be ms hermit crab

2008-08-30T11:57:00.000-07:00

30 August 2008.

caught 4bia @ vivo city with botak.
it was supposed to be a horror flick, but i ended up laughing quite alot. botak should know why!
HAHAHA.
the show would have been better if they had lesser computer effects. but then again, its a good horror flick they everyone should catch. i wont spoil the show by describing it here!
yum cha-ed @ chinatown after the movie.

jiejie mailed me a birthday card all the way from UK. she got the timing spot on, and the mail came punctually on 30 aug! : D thanks jie and jie-fu!
the contents of the card is quite funneh.

to xuan:

wish you a happy happy birthday. this is the present that i bought for you. hope you like it. actually i intend to buy tiffany necklace for you but changed my mind since its too expensive. i will get a better present for you next time when i am better off! its another year that you can be related to me so you must be really happy i guess. anyway hope you work hard for your A levels and go to the course you like. below is a cake that i specially baked for you. but since you are not able to eat it, edwin and i finished it off.

from: your lovely sister & edwin.

i feel so touched by the card, but at the same time, i feel like slapping my sister. i think she grew up eating rubbish, thats why she can say alot of trashy stuff. -..- i doubt jie-fu played any part in contributing to this -..- message.

jie-fu has briton accent that sounds um, decent. it doesnt sound like he is pretending to impress or trying very hard to have the accented voice. COOL!

thank you to those who wished me on my birthday & even more thanks to those who were very thoughtful!
thanks rae for the handmade pencil case! i doubt ill use it anytime soon. i dont wna dirty it!
& thanks to botak too, for all your effort! :)

time to sleep.
tmr is the time to begin a fight,
a fight to overcome my fears of studying. zzz. i think im in trouble. BYE

oh,anw, im pissed because the dress i bought online turned out too big for me & my sis says its ugly. annoying! there goes my 26 bucks.

2008-08-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

29th August 2008.
seafood @ boatquay with nicole,howchye,darren & desmond.
prawns! $7 per 100g with 20% discount!
garlic bbq-ed prawns!
howchye,desmond. prawn peeling.
darren,howchye.
boatquayyyyyy. of seafood restaurants & chill out pubs.

after seafood feast, TIMBRE @ the ART HOUSE ( behind VCH ) they have great bands!
im finally legal to take alcoholic drinks & proud to be 18.
howchye-pirates of the carribean (pineapple martini)
darren-lychee maritini
nicole- governor's smile (orange mocktail)
black widow.(dark rum,sugar syrup&.....) martini.
martini is much better than the ice-blended cocktail @ balcony!
a fine toast to my eighteen. another day closer to my nineteenth!
nicole K. dedicating a song to me, for the band to play : D always be my baby.
played truth or dare. i confessed to a waiter!

i knew you since 1998, but we became girlfriends in 2006 and besties since then.
its apparent that our friendship will last a lifetime!
ill never say " i love you forever" in a relationship. (its downright stupid & childish)
but ill say " i love you forever" in friendships. I LOVE YOU FOREVER,NICOLE K.
sorry howchye! but nicole really looks good here! :D

candid. retardedededed.6N, midnight bus.
but turned out i took the wrong bus & had to cab home -.-
MR CABBIE SAID THERE ARE SNAKES IN MY GRASSY ESTATE.
" HUH? SO THERE ARE PYTHONS & COBRAS? "
"PYTHONS, HAVE! COBRAS, ALSO HAVE!"
" WHAT?!! COBRAS ALSO HAVE?"
i think mr cabbie doesnt know what a cobra is. HAHAHA.
but got to thank him for informing me, i dont want venomous bites on my backside.

met howchye @ vivo for lunch after gp paper on wednesday. THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP.
he sure looks suave in his working attire! but deep inside, he is a pig.
ive justified the statement i made earlier! haha.
ordered twin meal which cost $22.90. value for money! 5 dishes and 2 bowls of soup

18, is definitely a year that is worth anticipating. i welcome its arrival & embrace it fully.
side track a little,
ive receieved my own set of house key and pass. so now that i have them & im already 18, i can stay out late without getting people in the family to open the door for me! saves me from all the naggings too !
a step closer to being carefree.
& i can party like never before. :D

2008-08-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

i just got scolded for wanting to buy clothes online again.
shoudnt have asked my mom where my ibanking deivce was.
wrong move..

2008-08-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

i keep reminding myself,
i must not/should not/cannot/would not, walk the same path again.
its just another phase that ive to go through.
very soon, it'll pass.
the struggle will soon end.
or so, i believe..

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looks familiar? yes, you are right!
my sister was captured on national tv during last year's NDP. yeah, so her face has been on YOG's & this year's NDP advertisements.
she sure looks patriotic. : /
luckily she made an effort to braid her hair and trim her brows that morning,HAHA. or else her disheveled appearance would have cost her her "reputation" . ( not that she has a very good one to start with) HAHAHA
credits to jenn's dad for snapping this hideous picture on time! : D

2008-08-22T03:29:00.000-07:00

as i turn eighteen in a few days time, my wisdom tooth have been punctual in reporting to me as well.
besides having severe pain in the gums, my head has also been aching pretty badly, ever since monday.

went to the dentist YESTERDAY
took an X-ray to check if wisdom tooth was experiencing stunted growth.
no, but mr dentist says to extract one ._.
i ended up filling a tooth, cos of TOOTH DECAY. & it cost me 40 bucks just to fill a tooth.
tooth pain, heart pain.
should have gone for regular dental checkups if i had known this would happen. 66 bucks into mr dentist's wallet ._.

TODAY, my first visit to polyclinic
zzz, indeed, there were alot of people.
doc said my headache is commonly known as tension headache, nothing major. painkillers should do the job. but mom says ill need to go for brain scan and full body check up if the pain in my head doesnt subside.
i understand her over-reaction. my aunt experienced the same thing but was diagnosed with brain tumour. it didnt turn malignant though, thankfully, but she suffered minor stroke even after the brain surgery itself.
yeah, so to play safe, ill probably need to go for a scan.
if i ever get brain cancer, i think it must be because i always have my handphone under my pillow when i sleep. all those radiations must have caused some mutations! haha. whatever manzz.

my icewine :D i wont drink it!
see my charcoal neck, i dont know why its like that.
my vavavroom room! my face looks oblong.HAHA!

ATTN: REFERRING TO NO ONE IN PARTICULAR.
(in school)applying a tad bit of concealer to mask those hideous eyebags are fine,
but having eyeliners and drawing eyebrows is,
er, too exaggerated i say.
so much so when its not done nicely & it looks artificial.
& it gets abit gross when theres makeup on the face during and after PE.
---
saleisha won america's next top model (ANTM) :/ i was expecting chantel to win though. hmm, but then again, i think the judges did justice to both of them, cos i think both saleisha and chantel were pretty good. they are my faves in this competition.
I DONT LIKE JENNA. good that she didnt make it into the top two finalists!

ciao!
darren's bday celebration coming up next week, i guess. :D prelims? whatever manzz.( im not pretending to be nonchalant, cos i seriously am.)

2008-08-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

a very proud and boastful man sent me a friendster message.

BIG THICK COCK :
wanna have sex for $800 at my place?

I replied:
i hope you get cauliflowers on your balls
IN FULL BLOOM!
HAHA!

what a fucktard.

if thats not enough, maybe he would like to couple it with er,
an inflamed bladder, OUCH!

by then, he can change his friendster nick to,
LIMP, SOGGY COCK.
then we shall see if he can still be such a show-off.

HAHAHAHA!

its been sometime ever since ive received such dizguztingzz messages.
but it never fails to crack a smile in me.
the thought of his magnificent birdbird becoming botanic garden is so funneh!!

ciaos, people. i hope i dont accumulate excessive bad karmas!
& got to erase birdbirds in my head, hahahaha

2008-08-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

viagra emails,
getai-s hundreds of metres away
and a construction site right smack infront of the apartment window
spells BAD.

love guru sucks.
i didnt think it was funny at all.
i like lewd humour sometimes, but theirs was just " stale" ?
---
meet dave, not too bad.
better humour than love guru. eddie murphy rocks :D
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friday was the first time i stayed out in cineleisure till late night. zzz, i was quite surprised to see the crowd and the vibrancy in the area as much as i dont like the place itself.
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&&& sorry to botak cos im forever tardy! i hoped i made it up to you by looking and sounding apologetic.HAHA :D if thats not enough, ill volunteer to carry your things! okayokay?
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i hope my dad can stop asking me to go shopping with him for stuffs. it is starting to get on my nerves. ZZZ! id rather stay at home to sleep,watch olympics, or study than to go out for furniture shopping. ive had enough already!
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bye, sleep time. getai finally quietens down.

2008-08-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

ADVANCED 18TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR JOYANNE ONG.
thank you girls for everything that you have done! theres no words that i can find to say thank you in a better way. the arduous planning sessions, grocery shopping and handmade gifts... i really appreciate them :D
thank you to johannes and jeremiah too! i was very lazy that day, so you guys had to prepare food beside the hottt bbq pit and clean up all the mess.

photos are in chronological order!

surprise surprise, you girls lied and said we were going to cafe del mar & drinking. -..-

michie @ work ( days before the surprise party)
tiara! mich on miah's shoulders to put up the decorations. must have been really awkward!
kovan mrt station, blindfolded

apparently there were lots of commuters giggling to themselves. but i couldnt hear them, cos nicole blasted music in my ears.
i think they paraded me down one or two cabins -.-
horrified. nicole forgot to tell me we were going up the escalator!
im a clown. i was piggy-backed up and down the bus by nicole, so paisehhh!
she tried to fool me.haha! ive guessed where we were going alrdy!
blind clown.

great! now i can imagine theose people laughing at me!!! 2pid! haha
happy happy! they allowed me to be princess for a day!
18th bday girl & her tiara. individual shots with bests!
howchye.

xy
alvin
gabriel
guys
earlybirds
darren zachary. thanks for the icewine :D in the children's playroom
thank you guys!

nicoleeeeee kessler lim
lalang
michhhhhhhhhhelleee
miah is always cooperative!
arabiannnnn

amy's lost. rendezvous with johannes! haha
wheeeeeeeee
michhhhhh
XOXO
bbq chefs!
tan telicia! i love love love.
alvin chuaaaaaaaaaaa
in the pooooooooool.

absenteeees: MATHEW CHONG & LIM HAO YEE! 2pid!
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my girlfriends are enough to last me a lifetime. :)
who needs so many friends when i have them? cheesssssssssyyyyyyy!
yes, but i want them to really really know that i appreciate them alotalotalot.
on a side note, can we still go to cafe del mar? haha!
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nicole broke her bottle of peach vodka.ugghhhh, wasted!
we should have drank it/ i should have drank it!!!
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shifting on 13 aug, but furnitures are coming in only on 20 aug. -..-
meanwhile, i guess we need to sit on floors while watching teevee.
furniture shopping lasted for 2 whole days. darn tiring! but thankfully, the more important furnitures are settles alrdy. i really hope we can finish all these soon.
---
ciao! i like zebra prints, my new love.

2008-08-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

helloooooooo.
ive finally found my sister's facebook profile!
she is a foreign worker(not talent) in London, haha! lousy-pork. but im envious of her, cos my jie-fu is a good-pork. she is so fortunate because her first boyfriend becomes her husband.
how many people can do that, & how many people can stay faithful for so long?
my sister and jie-fu travels very often to other European countries, because airfare is dirttt cheap in London(according to them). so she has backpacked in Croatia, Barcelona, Greece and next would be Paris. :D BUT she is very irritating, cos she refuses to get souvenirs for ME.

this is lousy pork in i-dont-know where.
pork looks happy.a pork amidst the angmohssssss.
pork knows no art, she only pretends.
the real pork is my brother.
eattttttttttt, porkie & air-flown Australian pork.
porkie's 16th, in february.

Family of Porks!
how could i not love them? they are foooood, delicious foooood!
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ive finally bought a dress to wear for Sunday's event. so saddddddd.
it looks very ordinary and, very very ordinary.
i think more effort has to be done on my hair. but how ?!
kill me!!
haha, dont worry girls, in case you think im very bothered by my outfit. i love all of you!
---[follow-up]
& when i say ive nothing against you, i meant it. that is also why i didnt make it personal and name you here in my blog.
although you have clarified with me, it doesnt necessarily meant that ive to agree with your explanation. so, like what ive said, its best to steer clear of each other's path.
i may not hate you now that you have clarified with me, cos hate is a word that is too intense and im abit convinced with what you said. but im certainly still mad at you. & for you calling at 12am when i was already sleeping. hahaha.
all is over. blow wind blow.
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byebye, im not a pork.
---
i think NTU is the choice for me, although i feel SMU would be a better choice. NO engineering, no medicine,dentisitry and the list goes on.
pharmaceutical science/ biomedical/ double degree in maritime academy and business.
my choices for now.
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i need to eat pig-brain. huge supply at home.
---[updated]
porkie was so dumb that her hair got sucked into the hair-dryer. she is so stewpig.

2008-08-03T04:32:00.000-07:00

hello stewpigs.
i had a great day with a botak yesterday.
spaggeddi @ paragon-crayfish pasta tastes abit uncooked.
followed by dark knights @ cineleisure
& max brenner @ esplanade- choco fondue :D
i took a few pictures actually, but botak deleted them without telling me -..-
idiotz
but, thanks botak, for being a very nice friend & keeping to your promise.
you were very sexy yesterday.haha!
couldnt thank you enough for being so very nice. (ill leave out the little details)
ill see you online ten days later, in the meantime, take care!
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i burned my saturday and sunday.-.-
shopped for lights today. i couldnt believe daddy was SO accomodating. he allowed me to choose all the lights for the house. unbelievable! i like the chandelier & my ceiling lamp. (:
so tired after a day of shopping.
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porkie was very excited that her face appeared on TV again. -.-
if you watch the NDP's advertisements on TV, you'll notice a pork face filling up the entire screen. but do not be afraid, she is my sister. YES, she is, im sorry to say. she was captured during last year's NDP, with a stick-on tattoo on her cheek and a contorted face.HAHA. ( the part about the contorted face is abit untrue la)
HAHAHA.
---
estherly knows my everything.
she is so privileged.
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2 essays to hand in tmr. @^%#&!
---
byebye
--- [added]
i like this particular sentence from dark knights
" you either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain."
harvey dan, a hero turned villain. such a pity!
hmm. i was just thinking if dark knights resemble what america is facing now?
gotham city as new york city,
and the joker as the mad terrorists. zzz.
this is a bit crassy, but
im still trying to find the similarities. ( got inspired by my tutor)

what gotham needs is a true hero.
not politicians who wants to go into war for ridiculous & unsupported reasons.
---[added again, out of angst]
there is this bitch in my class whom i literally hate, but dont talk about. i guess she is referring to me in her particular entry because her blog entry coincides one day after mine & ive been talking alot about that topic in class with my friends.
if you(bitch) so happens to read this, im telling you, you are fucking pretentious! if you have something against me or you dont like who i am, please have some guts to talk it out with me face to face. dont be such a wimp and pretend to be okay with me in school, when you are actually not and end up voicing your opinions in your blog. IT IRKS & DISGUSTS ME. anyway, ill be more than happy to tell you straight in your face that YOU ARE THE BITCH IM REFERRING TO IN MY BLOG if you ask me in school. & please dont make me scream at your face in class if you dont want to be embarrassed. im sure you have witnessed how i screamed at the bastards in our class & im telling you now that im not afraid to talk it out with you. count yourself unlucky that i happen to read your very boring blog & that ive decided to wage a war against you. just in case ive mistaken you, and you think you are the bitch im refering to, i gladly welcome you to clarify things with me. im very understanding you see. ( i may not be as proficient as you when it comes to english, but i sure know how to defend myself when the time comes)
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ciao, to everyone and the bitch.

2008-08-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

study date with nicole k. lim @ T3 last friday. :D

we did alot of irrelevant stuffs besides studying,
gossiping, macdonalding, & eating coffeemate( you'll know what i mean later)

macs @ T3 is a rather conducive environment to study, without irritating & noisy secondary school students :D
the management also allowed us to stay for a total of 5 hours, although we ordered 2 meals only in that span of 5 hours. :D

ohmygoddddddddd. i look like im balding in the middle. noooo.
my burger & nicole k. lim
my eyebags are like shopping bags. yay-..-
she is my pants, my smarty pants.
first my hair looks like this,

then it looks like thisfinally, it came to this. stupid shit.

coffeemate -..- i yelled at nicole when i saw her munching the powder & it gave her a shock. haha, nicole's expression : priceless! we couldnt stop laughing. i went to take more coffeemate from macs and stuffed them in her pencil case so she could eat them during lessons.
& you know ill be your best friend FOREVER! so cheesy : D

nicole keeps calling me ONG. it makes me feel like a man. i think ill call her AH LIM, then she will know how i feel. HAHA
---
REASONS FOR ME TO KILL MYSELF :
- stupid eyebags look like robinsons shopping bags. HUGE & UGLY
-thinning hair is going to leave me bald when i turn 21.
these 2 reasons are valid and sufficient for me to kill myself! die joyanne!
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painting in the apartment is more or less done! i think i did a great job in the colour selection :) so im pretty proud of myself now.
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daddy keeps pressing for porkie and i to get lightings & furnitures together with him, but we are busy with our upcoming exams. i dont dare to scream at him and say NO to all the furniture shopping. what if he confiscate my room and refuses to buy BILLY bookcase for me? im afraid daddy will turn nasty..
NO.
ill kick my dad if he keeps bugging me. now, who is the king?
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im retarded, i know.
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im still quite reluctant to talk about my unfortunate incident with the bus driver. another day, perhaps!
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im so egg-cited, cos ill be meeting a botak head tmr. ciaos!

2008-07-26T04:29:00.000-07:00

my dad is so fickle, he has decided once again to move into the apartment. but this time, its for real. so, it will be about 2 more weeks before we shift in & within these 2 weeks, we gta get everything ready! the painting, furnitures, lightings and what-not.
because my family is on a tight budget, my dad has put me in charged of the interior design of the house. HAHAHA. im the king already!

MY PLAN!
hall: sophisticated & futuristic ( different shades of grey)
master bedroom: warm (most probably marigold)
study room: not sure for now ( rose white/ off-white colors)
2 other bedroom: anything la!
utility room aka maid's room: BLACK. kidding la, my maid will kill me for sure!

furniture shopping today @ COURTS & IKEA with MY FAMILY.(no cake faces today!)

we can have this in our balcony!
shes pork.
i know i look ugly la, you dont have to remind me. assssss.
mummy says YES to full length mirror in my room!
2pid pork.
"i look like a boy." say it in a Jamaican accent!
hello! thats my mummy and a 2pid pork.
i miss super king bed. 2pid condo has small rooms, so queen is the max.
hahaha, look @ little pork's face.
yellow balloons from IKEA, green ones from COURTS!

yes oh yes. end of furniture shopping for this week.
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i cant wait for alot of events!
my up and coming advanced bday celebration, overseas shopping sprees with my girls of course,
driving lessons, attachment/ internship & holding stay overs at my place!
i cant contain my excitement!
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studied with nicole @ T3 macs till late night yesterday. a separate blog entry on our study date will be posted (: stay tuned! ciao!

2008-07-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

im too lazy to structure this entry, so just read and try to put them in place.
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my eyes are fucking sore after crying for an hour today
& i swear im not going to let it rest like that,
since theres a choice to escalate the issue.
bastard.
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i just woke up from my nap @ 1020pm,its 1128pm now and im going back to sleep again,
cos my eyes are sore and im still very x100000 angry.
there goes my day, ruined by a BUS DRIVER.
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he'd better be fucking sure im going to create a scene.
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& hey, if you think im anal, vulgar and anything along that line
no, im not.
cos it takes quite alot for me to get this pissed, though i have a bad temper.
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side track abit,
i met xy @ nj after geog lecture and ate ice cream @ island creamery yesterday
they have teh tarik flavored ice cream -.-'''
his friends came later.
friendly & lovely.HAHA.
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no more, byebye.
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i got to remember to bring my own foolscap paper, lest i incur the wrath of my friend. whatever.
just remember to bring them,JOYANNE ONG LI XUAN!
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i need to stop being an asshole,
seriously.

2008-07-18T05:50:00.000-07:00

i got hit by a rugby ball yesterday during PE,
and my lips suffered from internal bleeding
2 hours of math timed practice,
and im suffering from a stiff neck.

2008 is not a year for A levels, seriously.
everything is going the wrong wrong wrong way.
take for example the most recent BBDSU, grades for MYE. K N S.

these 2 weeks in school had been of ups and downs and people around me have been tolerating with my mood swings.thank you so very much! just bear with me for one more week, cos this mood swing is a seasonal thing, it comes once in 2/3 months and would last for around 3 weeks.haha!

ohohoh,just to be very random,

I WANT A TONGUE PIERCING.
i used to prefer naval piercing, but i heard that the skin around the naval will become scaly and then thick yellow pus would start to ooz out from the wound. it was abit dizguzting, so i gave up that thought and felt tongue piercing would be a better choice. afterall, theres my saliva to keep the tongue moist, so it wouldnt get scaly and i can suck any pus that oozes out. HAHAHAHAHA.
no lah, i wont do that. but even if i do, i would refuse to admit if anyone ask.
TATTOO!
i want a star tattoo on my left foot or a snake tattoo on my neck (:
but all these will be after A levels of cos. i hope i have the courage to endure the painful process.

& it would be fun seeing my mom's horrified face too. HAHAHAHAH

2008-07-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

ITALIAN LUNCH BUFFET @ PETE'S PLACE, HYATT HOTEL
MICH'S 18TH, CELEBRATION IN ADVANCE.

OUR HANDMADE PRESENT FOR HER. THE LATE NIGHTS WE HAD, TRYING TO PIECE EVERYTHING TOGETHER WAS WORTH EVERYTHING.
LUNCHING @ PETE'S PLACE.

HI, MY NAME IS JOYANNE.
MY FOOD! SEA BASS, SALTED BEANS & AGLIO OLIO
LEFT TO RIGHT: LALANG, JOY, JEREMIAH.
MICH, THE STAR OF THE DAY. AWW, SHES ONLY PRETENDING TO BE SAD.
CLIQUE PHOTO, PRICELESS!
@ HYATT HOTEL LOBBY.

JOY, NICOLE K. LIM.
USUAL, TOILET SHOTS.

HI EVERYBODY, NICOLE GREW VERTICALLY THIS TIME!
THIS IS A GOOD ONE

CANDID 1. NOT TOO BAD

CANDID 2. VERY BAD
@ HEEREN AFTER MOVIES
@ HEERENNICOLE & LALANG ALTERED MY DRESS FOR ME JUST THE NIGHT BEFORE OUR OUTING!
IT TURNED OUT VERY NICE, WITH A LITTLE BUBBLE EFFECT AT THE BOTTOM

the surprise for mich didnt turn out to be very surprising, cos of all the little hiccups in communication.but still, i believe mich appreciated our effort & has grown to love us even MORE. right mich ?
buying accessories at daiso was only an excuse to lure you away, so that we could get the necessities for the handmade stationery holder. :D the brownies were also freshly baked the night before, by our combined effort. it sure tastes alot better than what you get in starbucks!

after buffet was movies, since we had ALOT of time left. i was surprised we didnt opt for shopping instead, haha, or i would have burnt a larger hole in my pocket.
NEVER EVER CATCH A MOVIE RATED PG ON YOUTH DAY.
the theatres in cineleisure were crowded with secondary school students who were a huge nuisance and annoying asses. they made all sort of noises you could possibly think of in the theatre & hence got me all pissed off. the fucking fella at the back kept shifting his seat and kicking my chair, making me all nauseous & in a fit of angst, i decided to leave the theatre halfway through the movie with lalang.
and also, STRANGERS suck. the plot sucks.
i dont get why all the thrillers have almost or exactly the same plot, which makes thrillers exactly downright dull and boring.
but yeah, i didnt let it dampen my mood for the day of cos.

i injured my knees last friday whilst swimming & it got pretty painful. i thot it was minor, but when i went to tui na practitioner today to get my knee back to its old shape, he said it is an old injury, impossible that i dislocated them just last friday. so yeah, he started on my middle spine, all the way down my left leg and to my calf. it was fucking painful i swear. i was just short of screaming.
after everything, he said my left butt and leg would continue to hurt for 3 days. i dont believe him, i bet its gna last longer than just 3 days. :( my left butt is swollen and i cant imagine climbing the flight of stairs and sitting down in ohana.

worst, ive to go back next week again for round 2. damn.

2008-07-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

SWIMMING WITH LALANG @ MY APARTMENT ON FRIDAY, AFTER SCHOOL!

lalang was actually @ her club preparing for a swim when i called her to get her to come down to potong pasir to swim with me. haha! thanks lalang, you are my favourite! so nice of you to pick me up on both wednesday and friday (:
lalang was kinda determined to get a good swim, but i guess it didnt turn out to be very productive. haha.but still, she was SO DETERMINED, that she decided to wear her swimsuit instead of biks. she ended up regretting cos the weather was perfect for tanning.
we went jacuzzi first, where i scratched and hurt myself, cos the bubbles obstructed my vision. then to the lap pool where the water was freezing. stupid lalang kept splashing water on me.
i had to keep telling myself this, " I AM A LIZARD, IM A LIZARD.." cos lizards are reptiles and they are cold-blooded, so they can change their body temperature to accomodate the surounding temperature. lalang laughed quite badly when she heard me chanting as i slowly immersed myself into the water.
and i must say, lalang has her own STYLE when it comes to swimming. ONE OF A KIND. haha! it kept me entertained for the entire afternoon, but i shall not embarrass her here , or she will chase after me.

toilet shots!
slender legs look like the flower anther.HAHA. im crassy

lalang has long slender legs too! my photography can turn flaws into beauty.
JACUZZI-ING! the bubbling has subsided.
lalang's new googles. jacuzzi pool's ambiance had the summer feel. pebbles and yellow flowers made me feel as though i was in the wild.HAHA
thanks lalang! you're getting better at this :D
lalang was showering & i was outside taking care of our valuables. good way to kill time

snortchicken rice @ far east after swimming! to speak the truth, i dont really fancy the BONELESS chicken rice, but lalang likes it.
swam for 10 laps and did countless of somersaults in the water.backwards and forwards.im better with backwards.HAHA. i think i entertained lalang quite abit with those somersaults.
havent really swam ever since i stopped classes in sec 2. boyboy and i were the only ones in the Ong family who didnt take Gold Star exam. : / so paiseh. my sister took it in P6 & my coach refuses to let me take the exam with my sis and jenn. -.- i think he could tell id fail for sure.
my body thighs and arms ached quite abit when i woke up today morning. zzz. havent done anything so strenuous after hockey A divs.
lalang and nicole will be going down to swim and tan tmr, most likely without me.HAHA
lalang wants to tan!

ciao!

2008-07-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

WEEK DAY OUTING WITH MY GIRLS
Dress Code: casual.

School ended @ 1245 on wendesday, so i got home to change before meeting the girls, who didnt have school. After which, i met the girls after they had lunch at japanese restuarant @ far east. Hunted for mich's bday present and shopped a little while before chilling at Gelare.

P.S ,ive started scouting for prom dresses.

CHEAP SALE! nicole got a great bargain!
mich&joy. @gelare, Far East.
i proclaim lalang as my official photographer
who picked the seashells from the seashore ?
lalang's friend khairul & mich. nice dude.
peranakan nicole, and romper mich.

hell to those eyebags. i got to iron those creases.
i told you, you'd look better with ur hair up. RIGHT?
mich, i want. give me some, dont be selfish.
HAHA. we were looking at nothing.

i refuse to smile! it'll spoil my eyes and show my eye bags!

went to Daiso @ PS after Far East to get tiny accessories. i think Daiso is the best place to get your everyday needs.it has practically everything. i like the nail stickers, utensils, hello kitty plastic bags and all the random stuffs. mich said they even have false eye lashes @ 2 bucks. great deal (:

mich and nicole got these socks for our clique during SAJC's college day.

clique socks! thank you!
ciao!

2008-07-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

HIHS MUSICAL- 50TH ANNIVERSARY!
I WANT TO BE A STAR.

NICOLE,AMY AND I went to help out at the backstage for HI musical. thank goodness i volunteered to help out, or i would have missed out knowing a great bunch of kids and the near perfect HI musical.
duties were allocated and i was more or less in charge of the drawing eye-liners for girls and helped to touch up the eyes for B-boys.
the dancers were a whole lot of fun, both the girls and guys! just when i thot hihs wil never succeed in producing talents, i was SOSOSOSO wrong.they gave it all, and i admire them for their effort.
this is jacob, the best spinner!
samuel, my sister's eye candy but he is only fourteen.
YES, fourteen. but his hot bod denies his age.
youbin and nicholas spells cheeky!
dance captain '07, apple and i!
jolyn, sis and i
family portrait. gary, joy and mavis! (:
DAD, MOM AND KID.
i promised my sister to stay away from her eye candy,
i tried to, but it was tough! HAHA.sorry ling.
AND OF COS,my darling best!
SENIORS and youbin, breakdancer.
being a korean does entitle him to act cute, i suppose.
YOYO. JASON the trend setter of YOYO.
youbin (:

the B-boys were crassssy.
GARY was a weird one. he had to rinse his hair THRICE after styling his hair, but i didnt style his hair though. i wasnt in charge,luckily! i guess he was too fussy with his hair but was too shy to voice his discontent. silly boy! you neednt go through so much rinsing!
YOUBIN, pretty boy id say. i voted for him among all the B-boys as the boy who first caught my eye. he has the groove and the moves, and to spice it up, he is a 100% korean. he was really good at cheering up girls too, since he acceded to a request of complimenting a senior. DONT GROW UP TO BE A HEART BREAKER!
JACOB may look petite and vulnerable, but dont be mistakened! he is the one good spinner according to my sister. wheet wee. cool dude!
VERON the next dance captain is a pretty flower! haha. i did her eyes and added those blings on her eyes. i was quite proud of myself for doing a "good" job .

at the end of the day, i received more than what ive given. i had the chance to know these kids, see through and through people and also enjoyed helping out. i should be the one thanking the kids, not the other way round.

2008-06-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

YOU DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN!

watched it with xy today @ vivo city. the show was abit um, disgusting for me. it was about orgasm, sexually active grannys and men who wants to bed the wives of america's political leaders.
apart from the disgusting details, i believe everyone who has a gross sense of humor can understand the content of the show. and yes, xy enjoyed the entire movie and said he wouldnt mind paying to watch it for the second time. HAHA.

today was generally "smooth-sailing".haha. i received 2 of my clothes bought online,watched a movie with an old friend and CT has ended. nothing went wrong! :D

HI musical tmr. nicole and i will be going down to help out for dance at the drama centre.

i hope thursday comes quickly, then our group can do stuffs together again!
night-cycling for food hunt &
prawning @ punggol end.
I CANT WAIT! meanwhile, ill have to plan a timetable for myself to study. since i didnt put in effort for mid years, ill have to punish myself for that. cant be too lenient with myself alrdy!

during sec 3 & 4, i was very disciplined and strict with myself. so when i couldnt grasp a concept or solve a question, ill punish myself physically and emotionally. its quite unbelievable when i think of it right now. but then again, when im strict with myself, i produce fantastic results. those days will never be back again i guess. only my babi sister will understand what ive gone through. shes totally disgusted with how i used to study when i was in sec4, cos it was damn extreme. HAHA. HECK,

ill put in more effort as from monday onwards.TRY

2008-06-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

i just had a haircut @ tanjong pagar.
didnt have much hair to start with, and now i have lesser to end with.
idiot!
but it looks better, cos the stray ends are snapped off alrdy.
andand, whats better is that my stupid fringe is shorter now,off my eyes when i study. YES

i thot i was going to die during chem paper2 just now. my head was aching badly and i was using my fist and knuckles to punch my head. tormenting! the people around me must have thot i was crassy.
then i thot of what my bio tcher said. he said the brain will explode if we think too much due to the overwhelming electricity generated by the brain.somewhere along that line,but im not too sure if its true. and at that time while i was so engrossed in solving the very difficult chem qns, but i got scared that my head will explode into bits and die in the most horrific and disgusting manner. it got me so distracted, and i couldnt think straight.
i think i suffer from mental disorder, siao alrdy. why think of such ridiculous stufs in the middle of an exam.

i think im half crassy, and its showing.

anw, the hairdresser said i got alot of white hair : /
i wont visit her the next time. HAHA

pictures from hockey farewell bbq in the june hols! yan and i kept hide at the pavilion, eat and eat satay,stingray and chicken wings!

ciao, i can have a good sleep tonight! wake up tmr and study for maths p2

2008-06-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

this is not right.

2008-06-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

my maid came back from her holiday alrdy! i love my maid!
she got married but she got no baby, cs mommy warned her. hahaha!
wedding photos! i secretly snapped them when she was not ard.

her boyfriend quite hot, like a hotdog.
and my maid is pretty too.
a matching couple indeed (: haha!

ever since my maid is back, ive been able to eat well for lunch and dinner. so grateful.
just imagine eating out every afternoon and having packed food for dinner. so much msg, i think can get kidney failure in no time. haha!

anyway, my sister is a babi doll.
so everyone should call her BABI doll, with the image of a babi in ur mind.haha!
shes so proud of the cellulite on her thighs, but too bad she deleted the photo, or i would have posted them up.

2008-06-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY LATE NIGHT MOVIE AND CHILLING WITH HOWCHYE,MATHEW AND NICOLE.
caught howchye sucking up his ramen.haha.what a long strand
nicole&joy (: are the besttttt
my chem notes in my hands, even when im out!
outside GV,PS
chilling at coffee club in hotel rendezvous. iced blueberry mocha was strong.
mathew's iced strawberry mocha was foaming.haha! it tasted more like marigold's strawberry milk.
calmari rings! nicole's fave. i kinda preferred the greens beside it.
bestttt howchye. yes, he's born to love NICOLE AND I.
our routine.
coffee club. good coffee&food. must try their dishes one day!
nicole was trying something funny. but ill not post the unglam shots.

mathew's expression is priceless. thats the consequence of ordering such an awful drink.
ohhh. my iced mocha has a huge shove of whipped cream and choco flakes. theres blueberry jelly in the middle & blueberry syrup at the bottom.

mathew&howchye are the besttttest guy friends.
its the simplest things they do that really makes them shine.

we'd always go on dutch, but when they're with us, they will always foot the bill. on saturday, they didnt allow us to fork out a single cent.so nicole and i tried to force the money back to them, through unorthodox ways, like nabbing mathew and forcing the money into his clothes.
we thought we succeeded, but to my HORROR, i found the 30bucks back in my wallet when i got home the next day. HOW DID THEY DO IT? my bag and wallet were with me the whole time.zzz. -.-
nicole and i felt guilty for making them pay most of the time for most of the things. but no matter how much we try to return them the money, it always fail.
thats just number 1.

number 2, mathew walks me home or even cab home with me most of the time when we stay out late. at the very least, he will call me to check if i was home yet. and that applies to nicole too. sweet, isnt it ?

(: i went in to holy innocents with nothing, but i walked out of it with best friends like them.
ill treasure them like tresures.haha!

2008-06-14T13:46:00.000-07:00

!!! had to much caffeine just now. so its 4.47am now and i still cant sleep after reading my notes and lying on the bed for an hr. decided to do something both productive and easy for the mind,s its BLOGGING.
went out with howchye,mathew and nicole just now for midnight movie and chilling out. but i wont update today,will update the photos the next time i blog.

main objective of blogging,
to convey that i dont like it when people ka jiao me for no particular reason.

i totally understand if you derive your daily dosage of pleasure from reading up abt people's life, cs i do tht occasionally. but it would be good if you refrain from leaving any redundant comments in my tagboard. go on and read other people's blog after mine, im not making it compulsory for people to tag me.so, please dont.

this crassy fella, dont know whts the problem with him/her.(ill presume its a her for now.) tag me and tell me the meaning of faggot. so free somemore, copy and paste the definition from a dictionary into the comment and ask me if i was sure abt that. nothing better to do.

but since she took the time and effort to give me the definition and question the use of my language out of pure concern for the betterment of my english language, i shall give her some credit.
so, a big thank you to this person for reminding me the proper definition of FAGGOT, i appreciate ur help
but then, no thanks since i used faggot for a reason.
ill explain, so listen up.

when we call our friends crazy, we dont necessarily mean that they are mentally unsound. we just imply that they are silly or out of the norm.

and when we call our friends stupid, we dont mean that they are really dumb.
as for gay, its doesnt equate to homosexual all the time.

so, when i describe people as faggots, im not refering to them as gay. more like sickening/annoying "maggots".
sounds reasonable right? yes, it sure does, at least to me.
so i dont get why this person must come and pick on my language.

im perfectly fine with people checking out on my blog. but after you're done, move on to another blog! or perhaps, you can choose to hit the books, sleep or do whatever that pleases you,EXCEPT tagging me.

lucky this person hide behind her computer screen and tag my board or i make sure i disturb her back.

its so irritating to see people disturbing me when PERHAPS* i have nothing against them.so to get "revenge" i always make sure i give it back to them if i know who they are. im pretty proud to say the ways i get back at these annoying people have been rather successful.

SO,adopt the option of leaving me alone and going away after you're done reading rather than TAGGING. your display of dislike for me through my tagboard pleases me enough to know that people who dont like me are checking out on my blog. id say thats quite embarrassing. be smart enough to keep your emotions,lest you want people to read ur mind like a book.haha.food for thought!

zzz.i actually wrote so much. its enough! ciao. (:
off to hit my chem notes! 5.44am.

2008-06-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

Questions:
1. What disappoints you the most?
failure.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
australia

3. What’s your favorite thing to do?
sleep, being alone

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
sure,what else.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
studying in australia.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
no.

7. What’s the most regretful thing that you’ve done before?
nothing.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
leave singapore with my sister to study in melbourne and buy an apartment there.

9. What is the most embarrassing thing that happened to you recently?
only rae will know this.

10. What is the best moment of your life so far?
none. its only good when i was younger.

11. What makes you happy?
everything since the thing that makes you happy can make you sad too.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
faggots. they know who they are.

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
making money, slogging my guts out to make ends meet & leading a typical singaporean life.

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
invisibility. that means i can slap people without them knowing.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
everything that i have now.

16. What do you do when you’re alone?
sleep

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to NOT change?
nothing, im pleased with who i am. very pleased in fact.

18. If you could turn back time, which period would you like to return to?
kid, when i dont recognise price tags, and going into a frenzy can get me what i want.

19. What is your least favourite animal?
hate all animals.

20. Are you happy with your life now?
what do you think.

quiz ends here. no one will be tagged.

2008-06-09T22:15:00.000-07:00

clique gathering on sunday night at fish & co(wheelock), alvin's 18th.
mich,lalang,amy,nicole,gab,alvin,xy and myself!
its been ages seen we last met, but nothing has changed.
except that alvin has a girlfriend.

luscious lips!

mr alvin & his banana choco cake.

casual day-out.

my wisdom tooth-s were hurting very badly, so the sulky face.

amy, my tuition buddy. studying in nurture with phoebe is quite funny.
ill end off with the girls! (: my love love love.

poverty camp with the hockey girls on saturday and sunday.everything thing was fine apart from the cardboard house we slept in for the night. besides the insects, spiders and frogs, the ground we slept on was muddy and our cardboard were soaked in water after 2hrs so we ended up tearing our cardboard walls to thicken the "floors" , but it wasnt effective,Eventually all of us slept on the pavement without any cardboards. it was so much better than sleeping on muddy grounds. and thank goodness zhiwei lent me his windbreaker for the night, or else i would have died.
a big thank you to cynthia and rae, cs i slept on their thighs for more than an hr each, i guess.haha! their thighs are SO comfy.
hmm,although the camp might be quite torturous, but its alot better than what we've gone through in hockey camp.haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN CHUA!

2008-06-05T09:31:00.000-07:00

HHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!

today is just the 2nd day im selling my stuffs, but ive actually got very good responses! (: all thanks to my sis, for her high intellectual capacity when it comes to IT related stuffs. shes goooooooooood!
so, results are out!
ive sold 2 bags,1 dress and turned one away, cs i was too in love with the bag and felt it would be a pity to sell it off. i think i'd get an A if this was part of school curriculum. very true!
BUT, this blogshop thing is taking away too much of my study time. im literally glued to the computer,very anxious to see who emails me for the morning and afternoon, so it took 4hrs before i get to do something productive like going for tuition.2 days gone like the wind.
ive thought abt sharing my LJ with strictly my friends, although it may be abit troublesome,cos its very time-consuming. but well, MY FRIENDS,ill make exceptions.

SOOO,
im gna have one entry dedicated to friends who want to sell their clothes, but there are strings attached, OF CS.
1.eh, clothes have to be of tip-top condition and pretty, in my own judgement. i want my LJ to have pretty clothes only. that just says i dont just sell unwanted clothes,i just sell those that are still er, i dont know.but you should get what i mean.
2.and i need to profit from the sales made after all those effort in lending my LJ for selling clothes. ill tell you in detail again. best word to describe me is mercenary.NOT!
3.take pictures of yourself in the clothes you want to sell,quote a reasonable price AND, you can send me an email, or through msn.ANY! ill do the rest.

im hardly so helpful,so make full use of the opportunity.HAHA.
nicole, i know you have plenty of clothes and you've always wanted to sell them! dont be shy to ask me, cs i know you wld.i know ur "pattern" :) bring them on!
mich too, but i know you'll be less shy.
amy, ive promised to help,so i wld.
&esther lee! i'll help you too,since we've talked abt it a long time ago and you are my best shopping partner. theres no reason why i wldnt wna help you!

XOXO,
JOYANNE ONG.(in a good mood)

p.s. this offer may be temporarily invalid if im having a bad day/im studying. terms & conditions may be subject to changes w/o prior notice. HAHAHAHA. ass.

2008-06-04T09:21:00.000-07:00

hello!

ive turned words into actions and my blogshop is finally done, after one afternoon.10 hours to be exact.
im getting rid of some of my clothes,bags and accessories to make it more convenient for packing when i shift AGAIN. i hate shifting houses.
i dont like to wear my clothes repeatedly, so i'd usually leave them in the wardrobe untouched. so rather than leaving them in the wardrobe, ive decided to sell them!HAHA!
but wait, im not reaping any profits from selling those clothes, because they were already worn by either my sis or myself. some of them are like less than half the price when i bought them. : /

id guess some will come to me asking if they cld use my blogshop to sell their stuffs. just to let you all know first, its not easy trying to post all the things thru LJ, and its harder trying to get them to those online communities. its a hassle! so, it will depend very much on whether i have the time and effort to help you, cs i dont think i want to help someone else liase with the buyer.very troublesome! i dont think my sis will be happy too, cs she has a share in this. please, please understand! but you can still ask me for help to try ur luck, who knows ill be in an extremely good mood to help!
im not going to broadcast my LJ url in my blog.i think its better to be discreet,dont wna invite too much,er?!
okay,i dont know, but i know those who hate me will talk abt it. haha! so, ill tell you only if you ask me!
and if you see my face or my sis' face in LJ, yes, its us.

i got this from a taiwan spree.
my zara top which i wore ONCE only,heart pain.
and now,im selling it for less than half the price.
i hope i can clear as many clothes as i can, and carry a lighter baggage when i shift.
ill blog abt any successful sale and share the happy news!
12.52am
finally,im gna crash

2008-05-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

the clinic @ clarke quay
with esther giselle. after tuition
(something) morquitto.forgot the name of the drink.
it tasted way better than the peachy margarita i had @ the balcony. there was rum,lychee,peach,strawberry and mint! VERY SWEET, I THINK WILL GET DIABETES IF DRINK TOO MUCH.
the surgical tables,hospital beds,wheelchairs and whatnot. there was a liveband outside with alot of angmohs dancing. the band was um, not too bad.except for the noise,abit too loud. i cannot hear my own voice.
upclose of our drink. looks abit gross, but it was good. very mild and sweet.

esther lee becomes a stone.and then she recovers. hahaha

i looked so pleased with those balls, but actually, i wasnt at all. CRAB BALLS,okay.

sexy back,haha! okay, at least pimple-less.

eat,eat,eat! the crab balls taste weird. too much spices, spoil the balls.

digging for lychee and strawberry to eat.HAHA, ima scavenger.
the balls, and the orangey mayo sauce. 8 balls for 16bucks, abit steep. worst of all, i ordered fish and chips but they gave me these balls which were not filling at all.

snap,snap, drink drink,gossip gossip.
i caught a couple making out! click on the picture and you can see them smooching.HAHA.

dont go to the clinic if you're not fully eighteen, cs they are pretty strict about your age. and their service is um, inefficient.
1)the waiter made us wait so long for the receipt and the change that we decided to leave.
2)the variety of drinks and finger food they have are very limited,so we dont have many choices.
(: but thats abt it. the seats are very comfortable though, can become couch potato very quickly.

BYEBYE! time to nap!

2008-05-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

THE BALCONY @ HEEREN,

WITH BFF NICOLE last friday.

peachy margarita & watermelon-strawberry margarita.

duo, and theres plenty of love.

you're my BFF, and it'll stay on forever!

pssst* secret.

peachy margarita is awful, nicole's watermelon-strawberry is tastier. i have two skin tones on my arms, and thats cool.
late night chilling out brings back good old memories.
drunk, NOT. im a good drinker!
im still sober, yes.
NICOLE KESSLER LIM JIA WEN on the pricky bird nest craddle. margarita is no-kick to nicole. something stronger next time!
called it a day at 12 plus and took night bus home. i mistook N6 as NR6 and went all the way to punggol. thankfully, the kind bus driver drove me back to where i stayed. i was very appreciative, so i googled for sbs website and sent an email to compliment the driver who drove SBS2825A. HAHA, not kidding!

got home only at 130am, removed the thick cake on my face and crashed the bed.

i like late night chillings,

and esther lee would be next!

2008-05-24T09:21:00.001-07:00

OMG, MY BROTHER IS SERIOUSLY AN IDIOT.

i could never have imagined his retarded ps3 game can make such an impact on me.
the dizzzzguzzzting, flying, blood sucking monster in his game has been giving me the creeps IN MY DREAMS.
its not once, its TWICE.
that creature is the last thing i would ever remember and i swear its at the back of my head, so i have no idea why it keeps reappearing in my dream.
the first time i dreamt of it, i cried so hard that i woke up, cs i was chased by that creature which was trying to get me.
the second time i dreamt of it, i cried again.
im seriously disturbed, cs it doesnt feel virtual at all.

shopping today wasnt great because i was coming up with all sorts of hypothetical questions like, " what if the creature suddenly appears?where should i hide? "

IM NOT KIDDING, IM SCARED EVEN WHEN IM NOT DREAMING.
id make sure my brother pays for all the emotional distress he has inflicted on me!

CRAP

on a lighter note, jie and jie-fu just came back from croatia and they are heading to spain, Barcelona on the 19th. BLISS.
jie says tickets from UK to these places are very cheap,you can get them at less than a hundred bucks. mmm,sounds like a good deal and a great idea for backpacking! (: I WANT.
i wonder whether they are studying or having fun -.-

2008-05-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

life is so stale without my maid around.

I MISS MEENAH!!!
stupid meenah,leave me alone in singapore and enjoy her time holidaying.
no one to play with me when i am at home,
no one to wrestle with,
no one to cook food for me when im hungry,
no one to snatch the remote from me.
stupid meenah,holiday for one whole month,so lazy!
I FEEL SO MISERABLE WITHOUT HER.

when i was bored,
she would tell me ghost stories of pontianaks and witchcraft,
let me draw on her face with my liquid eyeliner,
or devise some weird fruit salads or chilli sauce which were pretty tasty.

when she was bored,
she would bug me to go to the mall with her,
snatch the remote from me and watch Hikmah(indonesian drama serial),
or lie on my bed and sleep.

I MISS HER LOUD CHATTERING,
THE SCOLDINGS I GET FROM HER,
HER IRRITATED FACE WHEN I ASK HER TO COOK MAGGIE MEE
AND HER LAUGHTER WHEN WE WATCH THE 7PM SHOW TOGETHER.
STUPID,LAZY MEENAH BETTER COME BACK SOON.
or i have to help momo do housework.momo will be tired too.
I LIKE TO MAKE LIFE DIFFICULT FOR MY MAID,BUT NOW THAT SHES NOT AROUND, I FEEL SO BORED AND EMPTY.HOLIDAYS SUCK WITHOUT MY MAID AROUND.

this is my maid and she is very cute, just like me.

when life was still splendid, and the bed was still super king. idiot,slacking at the playground. chitchat with friend still need umbrella.SO VAIN.
COME BACK QUICK!

2008-05-13T08:25:00.000-07:00

A divisions have came to a closure, AJ has emerged top 6 after all the tough matches.
our last match was with SA, and we lost 0-6. it wasnt very much surprising for the goal difference we had, since we had in mind what would be in store for us. despite knowing that the opponents are strong, we fought hard and none gave up even though SA was so much ahead of us. it was the best game so far, better than the one we played with RJ in fact.
i got to play yesterday as a centre foward. my skills arent up to standard yet, but saiful still put me in to play for quite a while. because that was one of the few times i could get to play, i was so determined to give it my best and not waste my chance away.

out of 6 matches, i played for 3 matches, in and out, in and out.
disappointment was all i could feel, because i felt i couldnt contribute much to the success of my team. but theres no one to blame other than myself for not doing better so i could earn myself more chances to play in the games. but still, saiful tried his best to put me in as much as possible, so yeah, im thankful (:

i cried after the match with SA when we were having debrief yesterday. its not so much about the losing part, but it was more of the realisation that this was going to be the end of our hockey team. although, i joined hockey much later than the other J2s, i felt strongly for the team. it was the little things that the girls did to make me feel welcomed, to truly become a part of aj hockey family. J1 life was tough for me, because i didnt have many friends in school, but ever since i joined hockey, i enjoyed school more. crazy ftiness trainings became less demanding with the girls' support and walking past the girls in school and saying hi turned into something that never failed to cheer me up.
the girls might probably not know this, but they really made a huge difference in my school life, and the reason i cried after the SA match was because i knew i would miss all of you. and as im typing this entry now, im alrdy having tears in my eyes. thank you girls (:

no more hockey for now,
so its TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS.
my brain is failing me,
all my test results are atrocious, even my best subjects.
i couldnt muster the determination to pick up intense studying like the past,
and i feel so helpless.
its either im stupid or stupid.
certainly one of the above.
(if you say no, then give me proof )

these are pictures from one thousand yrs ago, when bio students went for excursion at the science centre. i miss my extensions although they were painful, stinky and difficult to manage.
OMG, LONG HAIR IS THE NEW BLACK!( for me)
LONG HAIR MAKES ME MS RAPUNZEL. EVERYONE LOVES LONG HAIR.
LONG HAIR ATE A HUGE CHUNK OF MY ALLOWANCE, AND RETURNED ME ONE HUGE PLASTIC BAG OF MY HAIR AFTER REMOVAL.

BUT LONG HAIR LASTED 2 MONTHS, VERY DURABLE INDEED!
I HEAR LONG HAIR CALLING OUT TO ME. "OH, PUT ME BACK, PUT ME BACK"
OKAY, I WILL CONSIDER.HAHA

NEXT MONTH MAYBE, IF I HAVE SUFFICIENT ALLOWANCE TO GET ME THROUGH JUNE.

LAST THING I WANT TO SAY,

I FIND IT FUNNY TO SEE SO MANY PEOPLE FALLING FOR THE CRUSH CALCULATOR. THE NUMBER IS WWWOOOOOOOOOWWWWW. TEEHEE, AND NOW, I KNOW.

CIAOS FOLKS

2008-05-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

http://www.crushcalculator.co.za/index.php?choice=crush&checklove=98827108

CRUSH CALCULATOR.
its duper whooper accurate, i tell you.

2008-05-10T05:50:00.000-07:00

lunch at Manhatten Fish Market today with momo and sis today.
Manhatten fish n chips (butter cod)me all time fave!
i think this was Manhatten seafood platter shared by momo and sis. the cheesy prawnsss.
she cooked the prawns with a bunsen burner! HAHA.
me and my butter cod.

momo was given free ice cream with toppings of her choice by the restaurant, cs its MOMO'S DAY!

momo so greedy, take so much topping. hahaha. you should have seen how happy she was, cs she thot it was our surprise for her.
my momo is too pretty for her age. haha. HER AGE ISNT DOING JUSTICE TO HER BEAUTY!
i smeared, doodled, drew on my face, just to hide my face and show off my momo's. she's so cute, she is worthy of becoming the next mrs singapore! HAHA. bring your momo to Manhatten Fish Market at plaza singapura and you'll get free ice cream with your fave toppings! not you, your momo i mean.HAHA.

attended cldds performance last night to support huilong. (:
dont srcutinise me eye bags okay! i slept late to mug for bio spa,thats why the tired face.
the rest of the ocip dudes who came to show their support too!notice my shorter fringe in the previous photos compared to the bottom two ? hahahaha! my maid snapped my fringe this morning cs i found them too long and troublesome. but now my fringe looks 10 times worst, tho its pretty comfy with shorter fringe!

i would like to remove selected memories,
and they would be memories of you.

2008-05-02T07:30:00.000-07:00

im not done with uploading the photos.so some are missing!haha

so quickly, two weeks have gone by.

jiejie and jie-fu are returning back to cambridge tmr,

and it would probably be a year or two before i get to see them again.

lunch with my maid at wasabi japanese.

hanabi ala carte buffet with family after cj match.

dinner was splendid, cs it was my recommendation! i went down to raffles city to reserve the table after match and waited for 2 hrs before all of them came. )': they should be thankful that i didnt blow my top, cs they made me wait and run around chijmes searching for them. HAHA. seldom will i keep my cool, unless good things happen like we won cj 2-0.

Ben&Jerry free cone day with yuan and noe!

living up to our aunty aj hockey spirit,three of us q-ed twice for free ice-cream for abt an hour or so at united square. it was super ironic when we also saw like 80% of the population q-ing for free ice-cream were jc students. we complain of little time, but we actually have enough time to queue for such stuffs. ridiculous!

day-out with esther lee on LABOUR DAY.

it started off with the intention of studying in NLB before budget shopping at bugis street. BUT, due to unforseen circumstances such as closure of NLB onublic hols, we went to shop first then study @ TCC. HOWEVER, our attempt to study failed again, cs we were invited to stop studying by the management of tcc -.- stupid!

chit-chatted for awhile before footing the bill,and then the dumbest thing happened. we had no cash and tcc doesnt accept NETS. so i figured that i should leave esther lee and go home, but tell her im going to withdraw my money. and yes i did, since cash sounds better than esther lee. HAHAHA. kidding!

i had a sudden crave to take neoprint that day, so esther lee decided to treat me to neoprint since i saved her life @ tcc.haha. memories of childhood came back, er, childhood refering to secondary school of cs. (:

esther's mint-something , and my oreo moccha frappe(:

esther's tofu, beef tofu. ha!

aj sports day.

2nd for 8x50 JC2 girls, haha. quite faggot to put this up actually.

aj idols&jj match

dashed back to aj after our victorious win in the jj match for the anticipated aj idols. 1-0

qianhua the " sha-gua" ROCK, scissors paper stone. :D though she didnt get crowned the aj idol, but i believe everyone could tell she sang extremely well! (:

there was trng in school today, and i got hit by the ball on my chin when i was picking balls right beside the goal post. -.- one of the stupidest way one can get injured. my chin was hurting quite badly, but i told saiful and some that it wasnt painful at all.hahaha, cs i wanted to save face for myself.

2008-04-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

that was a good start,
AJ VS RJ (girls)
1-0
AJ VS JJ (boys)
3-1

it all came as a pleasant surprise.
those who told us rj could win and tried to bring down our team's morale, you have bad judgement. dont underestimate us, if you dont know hockey.
we train hard, and we dont need schoolmates like you to discourage us.
thankfully, we did well to PROVE you WRONG.
our girls gave it all and you could see it in our eyes. we wanted it badly, really badly.
we knew the fight against rj would not be an easy one, since we were defeated in our friendly match,

but we still fought hard.

i was abit shocked to see how rj dealed with their defeat. most had great sportsmanship to come up to us after the game ended. audrey, a forward who got injured even told us not to worry when she was bleeding like a tap. damn cool.

but after that, there was some rubbish spreading around, saying aj didnt score that goal. cs the defender touched the ball before it went in. must be the few rj girls in the team who couldnt take it lying down that we won. they are embarrassing their team by saying all these, cs it just shows that they have bad sportsmanship. but still, i have a good impression of rj hockey girls. they are generally nice. HAHA.

i didnt get to play for this rj match. only stood out and cheered for them so that i could at least contribute by bringing up the team's morale, and making the rj team feel demoralised. that was the least i could do.

i really wish to play for the team,
maybe get sent in as a substitute as some point of time.
i really want to contribute to the team's victory,
not just stand and watch and cheer.
im happy that we won, but somehow,
i dont feel the exact joy the team is feeling right now,
probably cs i wasnt involved directly.
but i still want the best for my team.

IM GNA HONE ON MY SKILLS AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE TEAM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE WHEN I GET TO PLAY! i know ill get the chance! (: continue training!

next match would be against cj. fight hard girls, theres no room for complacency!
boys, fight hard too!
0708 we will bring aj hockey to another level.

oh yah, today's a bad day. damn suay'

got bombed by birdshit during morning assembly, friend said my hair sucks, kena during bio lecture and gta do 2 mindmaps as punishment,get nagged by friend. what the bird! sian 1/2
cannot be bothered. ill just keep quiet when im not in the mood to talk.

jersey and skirt! joy,captain,yuan!

hahaha!krystle lee doesnt enjoy taking photos. on the pitch, shes everywhere and anywhere, very formidable!

jermmm. nehneh! always trying to be funny with me. -.- stupid girl

2008-04-11T08:22:00.001-07:00

i decided to reward myself after i got my april allowance, so on the previous sunday, i went on a crazed online shopping spree and blew off a third of my allowance. whatever, i dont care, as long as im happy. i need to drive off the emo devil that has been bugging me.

im very grateful to my ibanking device, for it has helped me with plenty of online transactions, so i decided to make it look pretty to show my appreciation for it. ling ( me sissy) bought pink blings(wanted black and white initially) and i bling-blinged my entire ib device in 2 hrs time, together with a coat of nail varnish to secure the blings. it took me alot of time and effort for it to look like this. two words : JIN HOT! haha,esther lee, whatever -.-
front, its not really bling-y cs of the top coat
back. pasted with one of the ib stickers provided
love my long nails (:
my purchases are still not here ): waited for 5 days alrdy. oh, i might be collecting my bag at lime flea tmr from the seller, before pitch training at nyp. what a hassle. tsk. imagine all the baggage when i go for training. : /

noeleen said my hits have improved (: so happy when i heard her shouting it out from her helmet.haha! after training on wed, while i was waiting for bus back home.i saw this teen breathing heavily from a plastic bag. on closer look, there was sticky stuffs adhering on the inside of the bag. then came a stinging pungent smell. (instant)wtf. he is a glue sniffer. : / i was taken aback, cs it was my first time ever seeing a REAL drug addict. so i took out my hp and decided to msg someone to relieve my fright. NEXT SECOND, HE TURNED AND GLARED AT ME. omgggg.scared x 300000. luckily,he left the busstop a while later, walking like a drunkard. but that gum smell persisted in the air, cs he threw the plastic bag in a bin nearby. cant imagine why would anyone be addicted to glue.so smelly! they should try something better like alcohol/cigarette/ odourless pills. isnt it better ? at least they dont smell so bad.and the stupid addicts dont have to put themselves thru the torment of sniffing something so awful. yah, drug addicts are stupid, downright stupid without a doubt.

my shins are suffering from the scars left behind by the nettle rash i had last week. the scratch marks are quite pale, but still, it doesnt look nice.

2008-04-08T04:44:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY!
ocip has came to a final halt yesterday, after our presentation for the J1s. ): i felt pretty sad when we were playing the ending video that was supposed to sum up the entire ocip trip. hmms.ill meeting with lionel tgt with the ocip team tmr, not sure what id be in for.
4x100 finals took place yesterday too. our team emerged as one of the last few teams that crossed the finishing line. we had a good run, but i felt disappointed nonetheless, cs i was expecting better results. : /
TODAY!
i deleted 100 photos from my handphone's photo album during civics today, BY ACCIDENT. ):
ah, emo-ed for awhile cs i lost those precious photos and one of them meant alot to me. sad x 10000000.
LAST FRIDAY
ohoh.wanxin,bao and i went suntec for asics sale on friday. the whole place was in a frenzied state, we could hardly squeeze through the narrow passage way. but the effort was rather worthwhile, cs i got my asics sports shoes at a heavily discounted price of 120 bucks (: im only going to wear them on pitch trainings and days where i have no physical trainings. but bao and wanxin got even better deals, they got the shoes they want at half my price -.-
): ):
NEXT WEEK
A divisions is just a week away and im starting to feel the slight adrenaline rush. i hope i can contribute to the team in A divisions. im scared, but ill still fight for A divs! (:
AJ ACE! YOU GO GIRLS!

2008-04-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

i like reading the anecdotes at the bottom of the organiser, because they have never failed to encourage me and reframe my perceptions on problems that bothers me.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limousine but what you need is someone who will take the bus with you when the limousine breaks down. -Oprah Winfrey

Attitude not aptitutde ultimately determines one's altitutde. -Anonymous

Believe you are defeated, believe it long enough, and it is likely to become a fact.

i often see less of myself because i believe theres always alot others who are better, in fact, more superior than myself. but that will change soon, because i dont want to be defeated.i dont like the bitter taste of resent when i fail to perform according to my personal expectation. i dont want to lead my life so pathetically.

honestly, i always laugh to hide pain,laugh to avoid awkward situations and laugh so no one will be offended. i try so hard to please everybody. i appreciate my friends, but do they? so, the best way out is to i learn to laugh and accept myself, so it wont be hard for others to accept me. i dont enjoy spelling things out so explicitly, because people will come buzzing to me, asking if anything's wrong with me.IM FINE,IM IN CONTROL. it makes me both happy and sad when people do ask about me. im happy that they bother enough to read about my life, but sad that they have to learn more about me from my blog.

i dont want more. i need just a friend who never fails to text me once in a while to tell me she misses me dearly. such a simple message speaks alot. my tears welled up when i saw telicia's message yesterday, just when i was feeling down. that was all i needed to make my day. a friend to ascertain our friendship. you wont know how grateful and thankful i am.

i dont really care much if you dont earn your keep after repeated promises that you would.
i dont really care if you gossip about me to your friends, if ultimately you dont mean harm.
i dont really care if we couldnt hang out.
i dont really care if our lives differ as we grow.
they do make me sad, but these are so trivial, arent they?

ive seen through.

2008-04-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

i quarreled with this random jc1 girl in ohana today.
the story is very long winded so i shall not bore you with the details, but she was so funny.
i rolled my eyes at her while she was ranting away and she said "excuse me ladaye, you dont roll your eyes at me" i didnt know what to say at that time cs she was interrupting me all the time.i couldnt even finish my sentence.whats more, she carried on demanding for me to stop rolling my eyes when i ignored her to finish what i wanted to say.
stupid girl.i dont need you to tell me whether or not i should roll my eyes at you.
i roll my eyes at you because i dont like your face. get it, bitch ?
its as simple as that.
dont talk to me about being polite, because first, i dont see a need to,second, you got onto my nerves, and last, I DONT LIKE YOUR FACE.
and so, ill continue rolling my eyes at her whenever i see her in school, to display my displeasure with her and her fucking face. if need be, ill just tell her that i dont like her face, and she should fuck off.
it doesnt pay to anger me.because for someone like me, ill remember these little things and give them back to you.

thats why they always say revenge is sweet.

i told my dad about it, and he finds that girl atrocious and stupid. i said i could take her on and fight her. i may appear small, but im pretty strong okay. i wrestle with my brother and sisters and i do win most of the time these days,which goes to show that i can fight. but my dad said no, cs it will leave a bad mark in my records if i really fought.im a little cowardy too.so,unless she picks a fight with me, i will not take her on first.HAHAHAHAHA.

this sounds so ridiculously immature, but i mean it!

i hope that girl gets sores on her ass and fart every 20 seconds to appease me. and make sure her farts stink as much as her mouth does. curse her!

i feel so much better now.
and to prove that im really strong, i piggy-backed yan today and up a flight of stairs! now everyone in hockey knows im strong.i can carry someone heavier than i am.
ciaos!

2008-03-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

happy things to share!

jiejie and bro-in-law is coming back to sg on 20th april and they will only be leaving two weeks later! (: i havent seen them for a year and i miss them BIG TIME! i hope jiejie gets me pretty stuffs from the malls in UK.

huilong and i gave an OCIP presentation to some japanese delegates on friday. they were pleased with our presentation and were impressed with the team's effort in community work. it was very heartening when one of the female undergrad told us that she got to know thailand through singapore and that she would like to achieve something similar in future when she becomes a teacher.i felt so proud of myself,my school and my country at that instant.hahaha! the feeling of satisfaction and accomplishment that you have convinced your audience is just wonderful.

almost forgot about this. my class managed to squeeze into the finals for 4x100 and 8x50 girls! (:
hurray!

the last happy thing to share.haha! my nails are so pretty now!

these are pictures from hockey camp in the march hols!

ciaos!

the sweetest things in aj! (: ((:

2008-03-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

life has been terribly hectic these days hence the lack of time to even blog.
there are many things going on,
trainings,
meetings,
presentations,
and the list goes on with my personal stuffs but i shall not bore you with the details.

much time has been spent on my academics and trainings that my social life has turned dull AND stale. but im sure its worthwhile. (:

im a tad bit annoyed and bothered by some trivial stuffs so much so that i need an outlet to vent them all out. im peeved whenever people try to bring me down just to make them feel better about themselves. ive to say their life is uber sorry and sad because they have no faith in their own capabilities. im happy with who i am, and i need no one to assure myself.

NEXT, it really bothers me when people doesnt realise the sensitivity of certain issues and be courteous enough to just pay attention to others' feelings. i try to be nice when people are mean sometimes,but i can tolerate only to a certain degree. both rach and jenn told me to be unkind to those who are mean to me as much as i do not wish to. but after much thought, ive decided to take their advice and be nice only to those who are kind to me, and give hell to those who are borned idiots. haha!

this paragraph abit no link.HAHA.just carry on reading
i feel pretty sad these days when i feel the growing distance between my friends and i. it was so hard finding a suitable friend to catch a movie or even hang out in the past weeks. time is indeed an issue and many have their own commitments which i do understand. theres no one whom i could really bare my heart and talk to because most of the time, i know it will not be kept secret. theres always times when secrets are divulged by friends you place your trust in. they thot you werent aware that they have leaked your secrets out, but actually you knew. exposing them wouldnt be an alternative,because you still cherish the friendship so choosing to appear ignorant is just the case.

friends come and go, im not too sure who shall i keep by my side.

this entry is so emotional. i doubt ive ever said this much about HOW I FELT in blog entries.
oh great,i recall something now.
i dont have excess money to spend on retail therapy this march!!!! ultimate!!!

oh yah.this is super funny and dumb
i farted today during bio lecture test. quite loud and obvious that it was me.HAHAHAHA
but then, i need to clarify that there wasnt any weired odour!
paiseh man. my face was burning.HAHAHA. imagine the awkwardness.
i didnt even know i was about to fart. i realised 2 seconds after i let the gas out.what the hell! i would have controlled the fart if i knew. tsk.

curse my aching thighs which are giving me problems walking and running ever since monday.make life difficult for me!how to climb stairs and do fitness properly?grr.ciaos!

2008-03-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

i survived hockey camp!

agenda for the camp:
bond with the new J1s
work on fitness

talk abt fitness, it was crazy.
12.5 rounds around the track, equating to 6 km. if you think it was slow jog, you are SO wrong.
7 rounds of fartleg. 50m slow slow jog, 150m stride,50 m sprint and 50m walk.
im quite surprised with my performance for fartleg. i got the momentum after abt 2 rounds and did pretty well for the remaining rounds (:
5 sets of shuttle run.

that was for day 2.
day 1 was no better.
we had handball instead of pitch training cs of the rain.
7 sets of suicides in the mph.50s for each set. although i managed to complete all 7 sets within 50s, i felt i performed pretty badly in comparison to the rest.but nevertheless, i think i was GREAT, cs i didnt give up!
friendly against cj, was a draw. saiful said we did quite well (:
i played right forward when i was being sub-ed in and i felt i was more aware of the game and played better.improvement! (:

OHOH, digress a little. aj has a pet iguana in the drain at the track.the body alone measures more than 30cm i guess.eeew. i wanted to jab it with my hockey stick, but i was scared the tail would whip me.hahah!

napfa's over too.
scored 27. ): not too bad i guess, but not good either.
zzz.short of 1cm for sit and reach to an A, and 1 cm for standing broad jump to a B!
pfft!

thanks to my hockey girls,now i love hockey even more.

2008-03-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

my saturday:
friendly match against RJ in the morning
shopping date with esther
dinner with her too

girlfriend of the day:
ESTHER GISELLE LEE!

itinery of the day:
arab street
haji lane
dinner at bugis
far east

shopping critics:
1)arab street vs haji lane.
verdict: arab street 4 stars, haji lane 1 star.
2) house of japan smells very badly and the clothes have unsightly stains on them.
3) sales assistantat haji lane are so hostile.service,BAD.
4) shops at haji lane are not as great as what i heard. :/ huge disappointment!

whats in my shopping bag:
2 vintage scarves
1 syringe-like mechanical pencil from funcdeko
1 very cute ball point pen from funcdeko too

whats up for dinner:
meatless minestrone soup
smoked ham and cheese sandwich
salad
home brewed ice tea
ALL AT THE SOUP SPOON at bugis.

highlights for the day:
1)i got upskirt-ed by a stupid bastard on the escalator to bugis.
2)an annoying girl pissed me off at the mrt station.if i were mean, ill call her a bitch right infront of her face!sucker.

haji lane!
blogger cheated more than 3 hrs of my time just by uploading a few photos. ill upload the rest if blogger doesnt fail me tmr.

ciaos baby!

2008-03-05T04:46:00.001-08:00

korkor left for aussie on monday! haha! great! now theres no one bugging to squeeze my pimples, call me stupid names and fight with me over a bolster!
went to settler's cafe to celebrate nicole's eighteenth bday with the girls and their boyfriends.food serving was terribly small, failed to satisfy my hunger, but it was a whole lot better than the mind cafe.
i had napfa today and i think i did pretty well. (: significantly better than the past years, all thanks to hockey's rigorous training.
anw, i extended my hair two months back, and i removed my extensions recently. to my HORROR, alot of my real hair fell out of my scalp and i meant alot! the wire use to secure the extensions damaged the "root" of my hair too. i plucked one out and found that the black pigments are missing from my hair and the texture is grossly uneven. ): WTFFFF.
so much for spending a bomb to look good.it turned out to be even worst! forget it!!

pictures from chinese new year eve.
SPAGEDDI at paragon.

italian chocoloate fudge!oozing with choco greatness!

my crayfish pasta.not bad!
nicole,joy,michie.

heeren.
look at my cursed hair extensions.

nicole's bday celebration at settler's cafe! fish and chips for me, beef lasagne for nicole! the girls!

miah and mich! lovey-dovey
now you can see three!

dino egg game ! nicole the big loser!

sending korkor to T3.

march holidays are coming soon! YES! FUNFUNFUN! time to indulge once again.
ciaos baby!

2008-02-26T05:01:00.000-08:00

have you ever sat down and think why you like the person you like ?

this was the question i happened to saw a few days back, and it has been constantly in my mind begging for an answer.
i tried hard to search for one, just one, but i could get none.

we celebrated telicia's bday last saturday at the mindcafe! (: we, refering to telicia,nicole,howchye,darren,desmond,haoyee,telicia's bf (lester) and myself!too bad mathew wasnt with us.
apart from all the fun and excitement from all the silly games, i was actually rather happy. because all my favourite people were together, enjoying the time together like how it was in the past, when we were in our secondary school days. and i still recognize them (:

school is just busy busy busy.and i guess this is what you will get if you ask anybody.haha!
my social life is dull/stale.pick one. zzz.
used to look howchye up in sp every once in a few days when school ends early,
hang out late in the night and return only at the next morn,
explore new places with good food, like MAX BRENNER,SUN WITH MOON,MANHATTEN FISH MARKET (:which are my faveeeeeeeee and i frequent them as much as possible!
visit my old neighbors back in chuan hoe ave.i miss kiren,natasha and kelly-ann. ): i watched kiren grew up ever since he was in his mommy's tummy and babysitted him almost daily during the holidays.feeding,bathing and getting him to sleep,i ve done all that!
do tonnes of retail therapy to kill boredom and keep myself happy all day.
thats all in the past though. sacrifices have to be made for academic excellence.HAHA.sheer stupidity.

im just another puppet, successfully manipulated by the society.
if they say studying is good and nothing else is, ill study.
if they say studying will bring me great fortune, ill listen.
if they say ill be useless if i dont study, im afraid.
how sad is my life, or rather our lives.all we do is take instructions and follow them.ha?!
so now, do you feel sad about your life ?
if you dont, at least i do.
why must i allow myself to be manipulated?
because if i dont, ill be a failure.

and now, im cracking my brain everyday, thinking of which course i should pursue in uni.
go for something where my interest lies in or for something that can earn me big bucks in future?
dilemma dilemma.

thats it for today.darn, back to books.

2008-02-07T05:50:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:
ITS THE YEAR OF RAT!
HAPPY 16TH BDAY SISSY AND HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO ESTHER GISELLE LEE!

had chinese new year celebration in school yesterday after eight years.brr.it feels good being an audience and not a performer.
lunched with the girls and jeremiah at paragon, spageddi (:
ohmyyyy.the crayfish pasta was good! lalang's italian choco cake was like AWWWW! shiokshiok.
after which, the girls helped me to pick my mom's bday present and then walked around far east before going home for reunion dinner. pictures will be up soon after i get from mich!

pictures from new year's day, 010108
dinner with our housing agent.ha!

reunion dinner! (: just got home after date with girls and miah.click to enlarge!

chinese new year! : D
ok.im going to make things straight. i know im as tan as a black chicken and the tan is only on my face and neck and arms, BUT, dont remind me!!!! understand that i do sports and am under the sun most of the afternoons
zz.i had more photos with my hothot cousin in my camera,BUT, i deleted them accidentally.SAD!
qianwen on me,im on my maid :]

adorable little thing!
my nieces
my attempt to look retro! i suppose its pretty successful. AH-GOGO! now i think the muscle on my calves looks quite scary.
sissy in electric blue dress bought from lime flea market! nice and cheap bargain!
so aunty! ha!
nephew ezykiel.he cant even speak properly but he actually managed to utter : "shuddup and go and die" to me. -.-''' first person to ask me to die on new year.
in the car.

i like this. ^.^

my opaque purps stockings.yay.
guess what ?! everything on me was practically bought online. i didnt went out to shop for my clothes and fight with aunties to get discounted clothes. ha.
my dress is polka dotty too! just like my blogskin

my angpaos!!! they shrunk tremendously this year! zzz.used to get a few hundred more -.-

i felt bored at home, so i dragged my maid to compass point to get baking stuff. pre-mix to be exact.
compass point was practically empty,luckily cold storage was opened.

while walking, my maid shrieked " eh! handsome boy! " all of a sudden. ha. we watched death note 1 and 2 this morning,thats why.

picking trays to bake my cake. i want to capture my husband's stomach with my pre-mix cakes in future! hahaha!

ha.poor thing! had to carry all those stuffs : /

its sissy's 16 bday. celebrated with her once i got home. choco ice cream cake from gelare!
where's jiejie and bro-in-law. ): ): dont know how they are doing in UK. ): new year without jiejie the looney is boring.

she got to celebrate her bday twice, once in school and once at home.grr.shes got nice cakes! she left that portion and brought home for me to eat! (:

ohoh.ive just finished baking my cake! it smells,looks and taste good! haha.im cut out to be a good wife!

2008-02-03T01:19:00.001-08:00

this is my horoscope for today.
The key word for you today is Confidence. There is someone that you like, but have not felt able to let them know. Now is the time to speak!
how true is that.

i had my FIRST beep test yesterday!
level 7,10
i think i performed well
but i was quite disappointed, because i was short of one lap to advance to level 8 which was saiful's expectation of us. ):

chinese new year is approaching.
boos.
im not looking forward to the gatherings, but im looking forward to the much needed break.
its a time to catch up on my work, prepare for math tests and do my tutorials! ):
ohoh.almost forgotten this.im looking forward to dressing up!!!the only thing that keeps me excited for new year.
cant wait to be decked in my new dresses,leggings,accessories and what not.
: D

next would be V day!
i wna make something for 'zzzzzzzz'.
SECRET! (:
HAHAHA!

wait for my new entry on new year's day/lingling's bday!
till then, see you!

2008-01-25T20:41:00.000-08:00

more pictures from ocip.

sorry abt uploading it in bits and pieces.

ohmy! he is the cutest thing in my class! always teasing me when i do ridiculous things in class (:

on our way to the village!

jacjac and me!

WENZE! the hot fave among thai girls! MR RUBBISH.

big! versatile in volleyball, running and all the sports you can ever think of.
big and pit! pit enjoys wearing my strpied tight fitting cardigan! so gay.
daryl,jac, joy! GREEN HOUSE!

hocky training was a killer yesterday.

ran 10 rounds around the track for PE.

right after PE was training.

bridging,followed by 4 sets of suicide run.

then 300m striding for 5 rounds.

our group did a good job! we maintained at below 1:20 minutes for every round! (:

then it was 6km run outside school.

my ankles and knees hurt so badly, i almost wanted to give up after the third round.

it was embaressing when i kept telling captain i couldnt continue anymore.

and i cried as i ran,haha! couldnt breathe properly.

luckily i managed to finish the 6km with all the girls! an incredicble feat!

never once in my life when i ran so much in a day!

MENTAL POWER! (: (: ive done many things that i never knew i could.

the feeling of accomplishment and surpassing my own capabilities is indeed something that i have long forgotten.

life in J2 is taxing,

BUT im loving it.

i like the fact that i am able to concentrate on my studies wholeheartedly,

i like the fact that i have people whom i can call friends in school now,

i like the encouragement from my hockey girls,

and i enjoy reflecting about myself.

i feel as though i have matured and grown alot this year.

im preoccupied with trainings and schoolwork, and i feel pretty guilty when i keep turning down shopping dates and outings. ): sorry girls. i know all of you can understand!

yup, im going back to do my homework now before it piles up! (:

2008-01-11T03:47:00.000-08:00

more photos from OCIP.(:

behold the gory images of insects and creepy crawlies.

hundreds and thousands of spiders which are as large as your palms, found underneath staircases. i had one of them in my bunk.

large,powdery moth that usually appears at night during our debrief sessions. one of them landed on my head.luckily i had my hood on!

black,hard shelled,slow moving beetles are vermins to us, but delicacies to them. they are frequent visitors at night during debrief sessions too.

my super hunkie! (: the definition of HOT.

king's bday outing on 5th december! jac and i (: I LOVE JAC SO SO VERY MUCH.

zhonghao the magician. the source of dirty jokes and rubbish : /

the sketch for first panel of mural wall.
and the final product!
our girl's bunk.i sleep on the top left corner bed! homestay! the landmark in the village,a very majestic temple!

playing in the river! the homestay people (:
we were too lazy to go down to the stream to pick fanciful stones and pebbles with xuelin. -.-
would you like bee and bee's larvae for breakfast ? its really tasty and nutritious. as to not let the host down, yiyao ate a bee and a bee larvae! yiyao's a walking , living rubbish bin. he can shove down the leftovers from the girls all by himself.PWOERFUL.

joy,kwang,reimin!the very tall zhonghao and me!this is super candid! in case you cant tell, i was freaked out pretty badly that i ran out of the river, screaming and yelling. BECAUSE, a small,black crab was clinging on my foot and it was a little painful. i tried flicking it off, but it didnt budged.
the stupid black crab!
recovering from all that shock..
pouting jac! haha.while i was kicking water and getting all freaked out by that crab on my foot, i made jac all wet. and she had only a pair of jeans to last her for 2 days.
in the long necked karen tribe village.cant imagine how the kids survive the chilling wind in those clothes.sports day! karaoke in the school hall at night.
trekking after science camp! haha.huilong "protected" me during the trek, or i might have fallen and died.our destination! the waterfall!
finally, after hours and hours of trekking ON the river, we were eventually at the end point. shagged.

guess what?! i gained like more than 4 kg in a few months.so incredibe.must be all the muscle mass i gained from vigorous hockey trainings (:

2008-01-05T07:02:00.000-08:00

(: look at the bags we are carrying, they are given to us by our thai students! my purple clothbag defines HOT! (: hahaha.
it feels pretty awkward carrying that bag in school,but its really comfy and my classmates think it looks good too!
lets have a mass "thai bag carrying" day for ocip team. it would be so fun and cool!
SHOT 1, FRONT VIEW.

SHOT2, FRONT VIEW TOO.

SHOT 3, SIDE VIEW
SHOT 4,BACK VIEW.
SHOT5, SIDE VIEW AGAIN.
TADA!!
the pictures look ridiculously silly.

ohoh.hockey training was fruitful today. i learnt how to sweep properly!

MORE OCIP PICTURES IN THE COMING ENTRY (:

2008-01-01T06:42:00.000-08:00

happy new year to my blog readers!
bid farewell to 2007,and warm welcome to 2008!
2007 has been an uneventful year.
school was miserable with my class and my results were rotten
but throughout the year i learnt alot about myself.
love failed me, but i came to terms with it.
however, it jeopardized my studies and i suffered as a result.
how foolish.
the highlight of the yr 2007 would be my OICP trip to maehong son.
i made new friends, and i really like them.
it was a different learning experience and throughout the trip, i had alot of time to do self reflection and really reflect thoroughly about my character,behaviour,and my life.
alright.stop the 2007.ITS OVER!
2008 AWAITS ME!

im going to put my heart and soul into doing well for my studies.
MY future is in MY hands.
i will not ruin my future!
and for 2008, i will not trust my heart with anyone.
this is cliche, but i have to say, i will change for the better.
i know im hot-tempered,hard to please in some instances, and also i am a big spender.
so, i will try to tone down a little bit more ( im alot better than the past alrdy)
cut down on all the retail therapy, especially online purchases
and be more sensitive to others' feelings.
im not going to hang out late in the night so often. i mean, i will still go out and stay out late sometimes, but the frequency will be reduced. ): lesser late night chilling out.
no more late night phone chats, even with my best girlfriends.
no msn before i finish revision and work! major hurdle,i would say.haha.
and apart from studying hard and all,
i will try to remember to make an effort to keep in contact with friends whom i value! (:
lastly,
save up for my trip to london to visit sis and bro-in-law,trip to sydney for bro's graduation day
and trip to maehong son to visit my friends.
thats alot of money. -.- i will try to scrimp and save on clothes. ^.^

please, let 2008 be good.
i will put my best foot foward.

2007-12-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

christmas was a huge disappointment.
prata at RK prata house till 2am.
went to nicole's house to sleep while the guys played "idiot" with nicole.
home at 5am.
thank you mathew for sending me home again!

LALANG'S 17TH BDAY!
mich,miah,amy,hannes,nicole,liling and me!
ate at hanabi japanese restaurant. ala carte buffet!
i like their salmon!
we binged, took a gazillion photos, exchanged sick jokes and did personality tests.
(: i didnt regret rushing down from work all sweaty and dirty to attend the get together.

me,nicole,lalang

all my cakefaced girls!
mich is obsessed with posing for the camera!
all the glitter and gold.candid! 4 chawanmushi

miso soup! i drank two bowls of it.
chewchew.

piack!
NICOLE IS THE DRUG.you get hooked on to it.
cheese!

joy and mich.
): it was a dress day.but cs of work in the afternoon, i had to wear jeans. and i had no make-up on!
truly,
madly,deeply.

(: end of photos!

2007-12-24T09:02:00.000-08:00

crap.
i just checked on my transaction history on ibanking.
and it revealed that i spent a total of S$1,359.28 in the past 3 months and they are mainly on clothes.
i dont even know i have that much money
so now im penniless.
greatttt.what a good way to start a brand new year.
haha. i can visualise mich gasping in shock and nicole shaking her head and saying "stupid girl"
random, but this was what came into my head first.haha
so it seems like my hard earned money have been spent on rather redundant things.-.-
nevermind. it was good retail therapy though. i enjoyed spending my money. (:
but cant turn it into a habit, or ill suffer when school reopens cs i would only receive a meagre allowance each month.
im going to have trouble meeting me materialistic needs and wants
ohohoh.most importantly, ive to save up for my trip to maehong son next yr.so gta cut down on my expenses and start selling the dresses that im not wearing anymore.
trip to maehong son, my priority! (:

i tended the shop today, all alone.
i screwed things up quite a few times.
and they were really bad.
i was afraid i would get scolded,
and i cried.
i felt even more helpless when my hp batt went flat and there was no phone in the shop.
if only dickson was there to do closing with me. : /
i feel like crap today.
but thank goodness, i was cheered up by the purchase of a dress and a good bargain for ralph lauren (: (:

i hope my purchases will meet my expectation when i see them.
eeks.i really hate it when im so air-headed.
getting so excited or fussed up over trivial stuffs.

mich and nicole!
ive got a few nice LJ url for you girls to check on.
really pretty dresses.
and i mean REALLY PRETTY.
and cheaper than tracyeinny.
hahaha.

the thai students are having their exams.best of luck to them!

2007-12-23T08:29:00.000-08:00

dedicated to my bestie LIM HOW CHYE.
okay. i maligned you.
sorry.
it was a stupid blunder.
brr.
i really have a bad temper and low tolerance level.
got to curb them.
i feel dumb after knowing the TRUTH.but at least im relieved now.
sorry howchye.
i always take you for granted, because you are forever giving in to me.
SORRY BESTIE.
ill always love my bestie!

love,
joy

2007-12-19T23:43:00.000-08:00

im super thrilled to know that my thai friends are actually viewing my blog frequently! (:

hahaha! neung views my blog daily,according to him.

im still receiving emails from them, telling me how much they miss me!

i wonder if things are still going to be like that after 2 months, 3 months and so on..

sad.

group photo during the science camp!

during the science camp, after i got sabotaged to dance. -.-
neung and me! my face was censored cs i look awfully RETARDED.

i was webcamming with my thai student! so, i decided to yeah, take photos of myself since i was bored : /
then my brother decided to join in. (: adding a pinch of vulgarity into it.
yes, im a kid. im a proud one in fact.haha.i sent this to my student!
i got my pay! (: whee!

gave my family a treat at lemongrass yesterday (:

met up with nicole,howchye and darren after dinner.

lalala-ed for a while and then went to darren's house.

ohoh.mathew sent me home and paid for cab fare! thanks!

2007-12-17T01:52:00.001-08:00

treat your eyes to a feast!
EMBRACE, Overseas Community Involvement Project!
thats love!

sports day! xiao ping and i were the representatives from AJC, Singapore. these were what we were in for.SHEER TORTURE!

i didnt know inserting a thread into the needle could be so tough. and i took forever, just in that first station.

after 5 minutes. IM THE LAST.

YAY! AND IM A HAPPY LOSER! all that flour on my face, in my throat and nostrils.eeks! and dont ever eat banana and drink coke! its an awful combination!

huilong! we went through the same things. getting the coin out of the flour

still trying.haha

yay! and he moved on to the coke and banana!
james!
BIG, my student! he is super good at volleyball!

singing for the closing ceromony.

opening of the new library!

time to say goodbye!

our initials! joy & jen (: the master artists! this is our first panel! theres 6 panels in total!

pretty! proud of our work! credits to the mural painting committee and the teachers!

road back to our bunks! ill miss waking up to see the mountain ranges every morning, and star-gazing after de-briefing each night.

KENG! he is multi-talented! he can drive a pick-up and ride a motorbike! i can vouch that he is a better driver than my mom! and i rode on his motorbike around the entire village during homestay! keng drove those who were staying in the same village to the next town, mae sariang for buffet dinner. after dinner was 7-11, cs xuelin craved for sausages!

ohohoh! his dad is the village head and a medical staff in a hospital. and his house is fenced up with cement and bricks.thats pretty wealthy!

geng and kwang! i stayed in kwang's place during homestay. geng is from the same village too.

our scrunched up faces.contorted! cerlyn,xuelin,me! no shoes allowed
outside my form class! 2/1 (: they are the best.

sight-seeing on 5th december! Thai king's birthday! its a holiday! the long necked karen tribe!

they are not from my class.but...yeah! i know two of them okay. KIM and NEUNG from 5/1

KIM and QIANHUA. (: oh.i got to be more discreet!

sight-seeing at the highest spot of thailand! and it was freezing. 4 degree celcius!

at the chiangmai airport.the airport is really small.um.about the size of our bus interchange, or even smaller. got to be grateful for all the terminals we have (:

back in singapore! (:

OCIP gathering after we were back from thailand. aww.zhiqiang enrolling for NS.
seoul garden! seelek! our favourite girl in the bunk!

more pictures coming up, after i upload those in my handphone to the computer!

and i still miss them awfully!

i want a one-way ticket to mae hong son and never come back to singapore.

and i reflect,and then i conclude.

i despise myself because im allowing stupid stuffs to jeopardize my life.

and ill carry on reflecting.

for thorough reflections, go to
http://rippl-e-ffects.blogspot.com

we are like-minded people. (:

2007-12-14T01:37:00.000-08:00

i spoke to one of the thai students on msn just now.
he is so funny.
the bits and pieces of our conversation (:

Love me long says:
I can not forget you

Love me long says:
I like you

Love me long says:
You are lovely
the magic word is JOY says:
thank you
Love me long says:
you like me Y/N
the magic word is JOY says:
you are my friend
the magic word is JOY says:
of course i like you.

Love me long says:
I miss you
the magic word is JOY says:
i miss everybody in thailand!

Love me little,Love me long says:
you have beautiful eyes.
the magic word is JOY says:
thank you
Love me little,Love me long says:
Your wel come
Love me little,Love me long says:
giggle
the magic word is JOY says:
HAHAHA -.-
Love me little,Love me long says:
you are lovely when you smile

i miss them!
some of my students send me emails telling me how much they miss me.
it makes me sad, cs i miss them too.
im dead sure ill be back in mae hong son next year!

i had hockey training in the morning just now.
i almost died.
serious.
i thought my lungs were about to collapse.
ahh! im doomed

2007-12-12T04:49:00.000-08:00

SAWADEE-KA.
im back from thailand.
this trip has been very enriching and fufilling.
i learnt alot, made plenty of friends and had fun.
not going to go into the details of what happened in the 15 days.
im gna let the pictures do all the talking.
but you people got to wait, cs the photographers are still in the process of sorting and filtering the photos.
they will send it to me soon.
i miss my students badly, and i miss kim even more.
kim is the pretty boy of 18yrs (:
giggles.
come and ask me abt kim! ive alot to tell you girls.

a small portion of our conver (:

HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
sunun replied my email
j is for joyanne says:
omggg
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
noon chatting with me
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
OMG
j is for joyanne says:
so fast ?
j is for joyanne says:
ahhh!
j is for joyanne says:
msn ?
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
yes!!!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
i darn elated
j is for joyanne says:
i wna add them too!!!!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
yes
j is for joyanne says:
i wna add them!!!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
only noon
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
you know noon haha
j is for joyanne says:
who is noon ? which one ?
j is for joyanne says:
i wna add kim!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
OMG
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
kim replied me
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
WAHAHA
j is for joyanne says:
what ?
j is for joyanne says:
ahhh!!!!
j is for joyanne says:
shittttt
j is for joyanne says:
i wna email him now!!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
omg the first question they ask me
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
you like joy
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
LOL
j is for joyanne says:
-.-
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
they very cute
j is for joyanne says:
what kinda question
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
OMG
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
kim sent me an email
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
saying...
j is for joyanne says:
saying ?
j is for joyanne says:
you make me very excited
j is for joyanne says:
hahah!
HUI LONG. OCIP 2007 - memorable, unforgettable. once in a life time experience. thank you people! says:
friendship are the flowers in the garden

i love working with my ocip team members.
theres an outing for zhiqiang tmr. poor boy, hes enrolling for NS real soon.
OH.my stupid T10 broke down during my trip.i was listening to my mp3 in my bunk and halfway through, that stupid gadget blacked out.GRRRR.
damn.
sending my mp3 for repair tmr, and then dinner with ocip team!
thats love

2007-11-26T10:57:00.000-08:00

haha.
its 3am now and ive just finished packing my haversack!
went out to catch fred claus with the usual clique and had sakae for dinner.
my flight is at 635am
and ive to reach budget terminal at 430.
: /
ill be gone for 15 days, to do volunteer work in mae hong son, thailand.
yeah.ill upload plenty of photos when i get back (:
in the mean time, dont miss me too much, especially nicole lim!
gta rush to finish hols homework after i get back
goodbye singapore,
hello thailand!

2007-11-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

this marked a long day ahead. the day of my oral presentation.im so nice to censor that irritant's face, protecting his rights okkk.

is this picture enough to speak about him ?
happy happy.after OP.
went to haji lane to get my halloween stuffs right after OP.
NICOLEEEEE.
happy halloween day (:

nicole's house, dolling up.

went to clarke quay for desserts after halloween. nice!

2007-11-14T08:56:00.000-08:00

LOVE/HATE
i LOVE splurging on good food. (:
i LOVE dressing up! (:
i LOVE ---
i HATE wearing the same clothes over and over agn! ):
i HATE eating in a hot & humid environment. ):
i HATE ---

dilemma.god!
shld i highlight my hair? chestnut brwn is nice (: i need to cover the evidence of my wisdom(my white hair in another words)
shld i get a new pair of skates? that yellow radius is hot! (: im broke, but dickson keeps bugging me to get one, so we can skate tgt. -.- brr. just for tht, i need to spend 250++. crap.
or, shld i just save up ? ): which is a very difficult thing to do. -.-

2007-11-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

i just got operated on just now.

it all began with a bump on my upper right thigh last saturday.

i squeezed it.

BUT, it grew even larger, till it became painful.

so today, i squeezed it agn,

BUT, the yellow thing persisted inside my skin,

and blood oozed out instead.

-.-

went to the clinic to the get that yellow semi solid out.

the pain was excruciating.

brr. the pincer went right into my flesh to dig those yellow stuffs out.

doc said they were rotten flesh, cs of infection of the sweat pore.

bled so much, cried so hard. ):

almost needed an injection cs of all the pain. ): ):

for now, im exempted from all physical activities for 2 weeks,

to prevent it from further infections.

no night cycling, hockey trainings and physical trainings with hockey girls for 2 weeks.

-.-

best of all, this is the second time im going to the doc to get rotten flesh out of my legs.

the last time was on my left calf in 2004.

my thigh is heavily bandaged now.

haha.i look like a limping camel.

I LOVE MY BOYS!

i went night cycling with those crazy people on wednesday night.

darren,haoyee,howchye,mathew and nicole!

first from nicole's house(kovan)to geylang for supper,then to esplanade for some rest,then river valley cs we lost our way,later to orchard and PS, at last to boon keng's 24 hrs mac to eat agn! we passed by almost all the north east line mrt stations!

11pm to 420am. (:

the guys were great. they took good care of nicole and i on the entire journey, especially mathew! mathew was always at the back, looking out for the both of us, cs he had lights at the back so cars could see us.

as crazy as he might seem, hes a true gentleman! (: hahahaha!

i want more night cycling with my boys and nicole, after my thigh heals!

haoyee got lost, so mat,nicole and i stayed on at the busstop while howchye and darren went on a frenzied search for haoyee!haha.

mathew stayed on to "protect" the both of us and became our temporary photographer!

2007-11-06T08:20:00.000-08:00

i dug out some old pictures from the thousands of pictures in my photo album. observe how i underwent metamorphosis! pretty tough though, cs i look quite the same in all the pics. (:

chinese new yr 2006.cousins unite! chinese new yr 2007 !
2 yrs back. -.-horrid looking hair. EEEKS.
earlier this yr.
ling and i.

2 yrs back but it feels so recent. cs of the events that happened.

and when can i get back the even skin tone and the face free of pimples and blackheads. ):
sec 4. I MISS MY OLD HOUSE!
jie's wedding dinner.

brr.caked in heavy make-up.one word: uncomfortable!

family photo! on the morning of jie's wedding.
LOOK at ling's huge butt! oh, my brother is oversized.haha.hes going to get very paranoid if i point out to him his outdated hairstyle and big chest when he comes back.

chinese new yr 2007.

bad news/gd news.

daddy got into a minor car accident. oh, no worries. my dad's limbs are still intact.its the car that has a huge problem.the car got damaged till there was no room for repair. so daddy sent it for scrapping. (: thats the gd news cs i hate that car.

bad news is i dont know when we'll be getting a new car.so, if the new car doesnt come by next yr, it would mean i have to take a bus to sch every morning! OMFG! thats not going to happen, no way! im waking up at 615 every morning, and no way am i going to get up earlier than that. sheer torture and madness. i will sulk and drag my feet to sch if that day ever comes.brrr! I HATE MORNINGS.

went to lalang's house yesterday with the intention of mugging. but it turned out to be a majong session. -.- lalang and nicole forced me to learn and play majong, as much as i didnt want to. halfway thru majong-ing, a flying cockcroach appeared and terrorized the household. haha.you shld have seen how freaked out nicole was.she was shrieking,rooted to the grd.haha! the cockcroach was powerful! i witnessed it flew four times, all in nicole's direction!not bad not bad. lalang can really train her pets. then it was supper at ice*cube at abt930pm.i had fish&chips,doubled with tempura prawns and fries covered in nacho cheese! yumm.im gna go there agn, when i go night cycling with my boys next week since that place closes at 1am. (:

2007-11-05T07:55:00.000-08:00

ive got myself a new found buddy. his great name is dickson (:
fairly good chap!
hahaha.
he is very funny in a stupid way.
and,
he makes my day.
ill show you his face someday.
for now, his identity will be kept as a secret!

does this creates some suspense ? HAHAHA.

i want to be left ALONE during this school holiday.
all i wna do is to attend my hockey trainings, OCIP meetings, go for my work and catch up on my math and geo.
these are the priorities ive identified.
of cs shopping, and outings will be placed next, but they are not of paramount importance though. (:
im no longer a kid.
i know what i want and what i need.
im not going to be messed up agn.
ill do well, far better for the coming year so i wont let my mom down.

see, i told you im a grown up now.
agree ? grins''

2007-11-03T08:10:00.000-07:00

i bought a new MP3 with my first paycheck!
awesome!
its samsung T10. :)
this time, i bought it with my OWN hard-earned money.
reason being, my dad refuses to buy it for me, so ive got no other alternative but to pay using my own money.
now, all the cash i have is burned on that MP3. -.-
so i have no money to get the skates& gears i want.
): hmmmph!
i want that yellow radius free style skates! : )
but it'll have to wait until i get my next paycheck.
hopefully!
RADIUS SKATES ARE WAYYYYY HOT.

mumy,daddy and sis picked me up after work today:)
had a pretty good dinner at little india before heading to sim lim.
dinner was great. we had a good laugh.
dad and i had a bet, and i lost. he almost wanted to shave off my eyebrows as a punishment.
when we got to simlim, he asked a sales person where he could get gilette so he could shave off my eyebrows. my dad is mad.mad dad.HAHAHA.

2007-11-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

can you tell im trying to be an arabian? like aladdin or something ? someone said nicole and i were gypsies.WRONG!

WE ARE NOT GYPSIES!hahahahaha.we came out from aladdin okay.im the genie! nicole is jasmine.
the caucasian swtie. (:
im not a gypsy,agn!

this is typical of girls.picture-taking! marcus!
now i know; ^.^ ((:
i requested to take photo with this monkey boy.hahaha.

okay.i know my face is tanner than my body.dont remind me. i dont want that too.

ckey!

HALLOWEEN!

it wasnt as gd as what i had anticipated. but i wouldnt say its bad.

at least there were plenty of eyecandies, pretty boys and girls!

majority of those who came were from SAJC.

-.- my life wouldnt be such a bore, if i were to select sajc initally.hahaha.but aj's not bad either, its just that i dont know anyonw who is crazy & fun-loving.

oh yah.nicole and i put in lotsa effort to dress up. i went over to her house at 1pm and
started the dolling up.

fake eyelashes,green eyeshadows,eyeliner,plenty of blusher (although it cant really be seen on me,cs my skin is too tan).brrr.

we had weired people looking at us when we boarded the train and bus.hahaha.i told nicole there were people staring at us, and simply laughed it out. guess what nicole said, BE NATURAL.

-.-okok. i was laughing at myself too.cs i look ridiculous.who in the right mind would walk around wearing black tube, green arabian pants and heavy makeup?

HAHAHA.

nicole and i went to clarke quay and had some dessert after the partying.

got home only at one plus.brrr!

went out with my usual clique today. ):

it turned out to be an outing which was pretty awkward.

after so long.

2007-10-30T21:18:00.000-07:00

HALLOWEEN!
MICH, NICOLE AND I ARE GOING FOR HALLOWEEN PARTY TONIGHT!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
ONE WORD: FUN!
PICTURES WILL BE UP ASAP!

2007-10-29T09:52:00.000-07:00

Pondering.
Why is it so that when you smile, the world doesnt smile along with you ?
What makes you certain that your friends wouldnt turn their backs on you ?
Count the number or friends you have and think carefully if you really need them in your life.
And you realise,
there arent many who could feel for you, remember you not only in times of trouble but also happiness, be sensitive of your feelings and pride and be there for you to lean on.
What a depressing truth.
This makes me want to be left in isolation and retreat into seclusion.
Another monday blues that got me thinking about the much avoided truth.

Lets just play pretence like it comes naturally.

2007-10-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS.

bro will be coming back to s'pore on 2nd december for internship! and he will be taking the new A380. lucky boy! hes gna enjoy the luxurious and comfy sofas, the latest installation of movies and songs and have a chunkful of eyecandys( i mean the shapely air stewardess) : ) hahaha!

lil sissy will be going to perth as a school trip! she will be leaving on 16nov and will be coming back on 23nov.

whereas for me, ill be going to thailand to do volunteeer work from 27 nov to 11 dec!

on the other hand, dad will be going to the philippinesfor some business related stuffs. i dont really know what its abt, but i heard from dad that it would be fun.

regarding big old sissy and bro-in-law, they wouldnt be coming back till 3 yrs later. ): 3 long long years. but nevermind, we can always communicate thru webcam.

poor mummy, she will be staying in s'pore for the hols.HAHAHA, and wait for all of us to return home.

im gna visit the roxy website later, so that i can get lil sissy and bro to get some stuffs for me which arent available in singapore. (:

BAD NEWS.

I HAVE FUCKING BASTARDS AS MY PW MATES.ONE HAD THE CHEEK TO RAISE HIS VOICE AT ME WHEN HE DIDNT PREPARE ADEQUATELY FOR HIS SPEECH.HE WAS LUCKY I KEPT MY COMPOSURE AND DIDNT RETORT. IM GNA BEAR WITH IT TILL PW IS OVER. AND AFTER THAT I PROMISE HE'LL GET HELL FROM ME. THAT FUCKING BASTARD.

yes, im vulgar. but it happens only when people cross the line. and whats with grabbing the crotch during OP? its darn unsightly, disgusting to be exact.

now, on a lighter note, ahems, my reputation as a gentle girl would be ruined if this entry is being read by my classmates.haha! its okay. maybe they will see me as fierce and unapproachable, henceforth, stay away from me, which isnt a bad idea to me either.

2007-10-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

):
missed the outing with my girls cs i had to work.
sorrysorry. its all my fault.
i kept complaining abt being left out in outings, but im actually the one who cannot attend them.
: /

im enjoying my work.
ohohoh.good news to share.
i feel so accomplished today, because i managed to sell an expensive product, :D
all by myself! bet you are feeling proud of me!
i feel proud of myself too!
but bad thing is,
at the nd of the day, my colleague and i had to do closing.
its o stressful to know that the day's earnings and shop in our hands only.
after doing the accounts, we had to close the shop and lock it. making sure that the stuffs are packed,the shop is clean and i didnt leave my sugarcane drink inside.haha!

CURRENTLY,nicole is filling me in with all the gossips exchanged during the outing which i missed out today! hahaha!
quite interesting to learn about some ridiculous stuffs.nicole has gone clubbing and shes prompting me to join her. i want to, but im a little scared and cowardy. meanwhile, i dont wna be a nerd. i wna be exposed to new stuffs.
crap! maybe after my stupid pw. ill go. but make sure nicole PROTECTS me.

i know its rather abstract to say this.
but, i think im really done for this time.
my pw op is screwed, cs my team mates refuse to cooperate and i am pretty helpless about it.
till now, our feedback for op dry runs have always been very negative.
thanks to an oddball in the group who talks to other teammates while i was presenting,
didnt prepare his speech and ppt slides so everything for him was impromptu,
had weired body languages that signals the wrong stuffs to the audience.
to make it sound simpler, HE IS A COMPLETE NUTCASE. im sure everyone is aware of it.
i hope he wouldnt jeopardize our op.
or else ill make sure he gets hell from me.

2007-10-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS! I CAN GET PROMOTED!

i was so confident of failing my promos and i was mentally and emotionally prepared to retain,BUT, to my surprise, everything turned out well instead.

my biology and chemistry were relatively good, and i liked the way the results were.

i didnt expect much from gp, so i didnt do very well.nevertheless, i passed.

as predicted, math and geo were a disappointement.

but im not gna brood about it.pointless.

im just gna start studying for my math and geo.

this time, i promise its for real

once bitten, twice shy.

i never wna experience failure due to lack of preparation on my part.

the feeling sucks.

after checking of papers for the entire morning in the hall, it was followed by PW and then immd it is hockey training.i got whacked by the hockey ball several times and i wasnt wearing shin guards.PAIN.brrr.

right after hockey is WR MEETING.what a hectic day.

and to relieve ourselves from the stress,

my pw mates started taking candid shots of themselves.

heavy heavy!

dancing queen for once!

twittwitshiokkk

wheeee.

crazy shots! so wr meeting turned out to be a time for candid photo-takings.plus plenty of singing ang guitar-ing from youying and liptong.

pw is great without that irritant. (:

everlasting pain of my heart remains.

my heart never seems to part

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know ill never let you go.

as much as i want to spell things out explicitly, i cant. and there are many things which i can only keep to myself. i dont like this feeling. i detest it when people talk abt tht stranger.apart from saying thank you, theres nothing much i can say.so, thank you to the anonymous person.thank you for everything or supposedly nothing.thank you very much.

2007-10-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

be prepared for a long entry.

lets start off with my job.
ive started working last saturday.
ive decided not to broadcast details of my job on my blog, cs its not very nice to do so.
you can ask me personally if you really wna know though.
haha.
but generally,
i like my job!
my boss is good, my colleagues are very easy-going
and all of us enjoy working with one another,
and working is made less tiring and more enjoyable,
even when the day is hot and the place is infested with mosquitoes.
: D

a gd question would be "why work?"
hmm.im not exactly working for the money.
cs im not that cash strapped and getting money from my parents wouldnt be that tough either.
but you see,
DUE TO THE FACT THAT IM A FILIAL DAUGHTER,
I WOULD BE GUILT STRICKEN WHENEVER I ASK FOR MONEY FROM MY BELOVED MUM AND DAD,
ESPECIALLY WHEN THE MONEY IS SPENT ON TRIVIAL AND USELESS STUFFS LIKE SHOES AND CLOTHES.hahahaha
i dont feel that my parents are obliged to satisfy all my demands and my wants just because im their daughter.
and its not right to spend my parents' hard earned money so as to make myself happy.
thats too selfish.
so its better to work and have some spare cash on my side,so that i wouldnt have to be a baby and get money from my mum all the time.
so now you think im mature,right?

holidays are approaching too, so i presume saturdays and sundays would be a bore if i were to laze at home.
i dont really wna be occupied with shopping sprees every weekend, that would seriously turn me off.
moreover they can only be WINDOW shoppping. ):
brr. so isnt it better to work, since my job is fun,my colleagues are great,time is well spent and ill get gd pay?

i just hope that my PW meetings, OCIP meetings, hockey trainings dont clash with my work.cs i dont wna miss any workdays. (: oh yah, hockey training is starting tmr! theres beep test! shuckssss! im so dead. i dont wna fail beep test or it'll be embaressing.

IM WORKING THIS WEEKEND AGAIN (:somthing worth looking foward to.

my dear esther,
haha,
poor thing!
wheres your job?
AHAHAHA.
we'll work together for the book fair if possible okay ?
teehee.

oh yah.
i went to sp and np today cs i didnt have to go to sch.
had macs for breakfast at sp with howchye and telicia,
and then went down to np with telicia to join her for lectures.
it felt as if i was attending an excursion and it made me feel as though i was a kid.
telicia says i make a good poly student.
hahaha.
cs i performed well.
i didnt bring anything apart from my shawl.
which is very typical of poly students cs most of them dont bring anything to sch.
thats stereotyping, BUT..isnt this the case for most poly students?
i mean, howchye,telicia are all like that.ahaha

alright gta go.
shopping and dinner with mum at vivo later.
ciaos!

2007-10-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

THESE ARE THE PICTURES FOR TODAY! (:
WENT OUT WITH ESTHER IN THE AFTERNOON,
WENT ON TO MEET HOWCHYE AND NICOLE AT SP,
THEN ITS DINNER AT CALRKE QUAY,
FOLLOWED BY PHOTO TAKING AT THE RIVERSIDE!
I LOVE HOWCHYE AND NICOLE (:

OH.IM GETTING A PART TIME JOB WITH ESTHER.I HOPE TO START WORK ASAP, SO I CAN HAVE ENOUGH CASH TO BUY MORE CLOTHES! TEEHEE.

HOWCHYE AND ME (:
AT THE RIVERSIDE.LOVELOVE
THIS IS MY FRIEND, CRAZY ESTHER.SHES VERY FUN, BUT VERY SILLY TOO.

HERE SHE IS AGAIN. WE TOOK ALOT OF PICS ACTUALLY. BUT SHE DELETED EVERYTHING CS SHE DONT LIKE HER HAIR. -.-
NICOLE'S TRYING HER SHIRT. OH. DO I LOOK LIKE A POLY KIDDD ?I DO RIGHT?
MORE AND MORE.
MORE AND MORE AND MORE.

OOPSIE.NICOLE'S FACE.

THEY LOOK LIKE A PAIR.NICOLE LOOKS NICE HERE. : P

THE TOILET HAS GD LIGHTING.YOU GIRLS CAN TRY TAKING PHOTOS IN THE TOILETS AT CENTRAL.LOL.
AGAIN. ESTHER TAN!!! WE ARE AT THE ESPLANADE. THEY HAVE VERY CREATIVE STUFFS ON EXHIBITION AGN.
HOWCHYE PIGGY-BACKED ME.HAHA.QUITE STRONG.

HAHAHA.UM, NOT BAD.
IM BRAVE ENOUGH TO VENTURE DOWN FURTHER.UNLIKE THE COWARDY NICOLE.
TWEET.
TWEET TWEET.

WE HAD SAND CASTLE BUILDING YTD AT EAST COAST! AND I WENT BLADING WITH TWO OF MY CLASSMATES AFTER SANDCASTLING. THEY KEPT FALLING AND I TRIED HARD NOT TO LAUGH.BUT IT WAS PRETTY TOUGH.YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THEIR FACES.ONE WORD, HILARIOUS.

THE SUN WAS SCORCHING! I GOT BURNT ON MY FACE,SCALP AND ARMS.I FELT DIZZY AFTER BUILDING THE SAND CASTLE.

BRRR.IT WAS REALLY HOT.

I MADE NEW FRIENDS FROM AJC WHILE BLADING YTD.SO I BLADED WITH MY NEW FRIENDS. THEY ARE GOOD GOOD GOOD.

SOMEONE PLEASE DATE ME OUT FOR CYCLING,BLADING,KITE-FLYING OR..JOGGING.I HAVENT RAN MY ROUNDS FOR HOCKEY.TOTAL I HAVE TO RUN IS 40 ROUNDS AROUND THE TRACK. -.-

CRAPPPPP.SAVE ME.

2007-10-09T08:28:00.001-07:00

i dont like my aj class.

cs its pretty screwed up.

because im very fussy when it comes to making friends and hanging out with them.

i cant click with those girls in my class,

and i tend to be left out in conversations.haha

but i like it this way.

i prefer being alone,

and being left alone.

i seriously dont mind.

the people in my class often gets on to my nerves.

sometimes,

i couldnt even be bothered to be angry with them,

pretty much because i cannot be bothered with their crap.

im just praying hard that i can shake off those people and get them to steer clear from me.

because it totally pisses me off when they try hard to educate me with their own set of moral values and principle,get temperamental,and laugh continuously over insignificant and retarded issues.

i hope they can just stay away from me, even if it means ill have no friends.

since i dont really have many.

who cares.brrr.

my blog is indeed a good outlet to vent my anger.

so that i wont have to bottle it up and torment myself.

thank you, blog.

by the way,
if chen so happens to read this entry,
i need to reiterate again.
once we make our choices,
we have to be responsible for it.
theres seriously no point in regretting and crying over spilt milk.
so please stop soaking yourself in the sea of misery.
just get on with it and make the best out of what we have now.
because eventually what we want is to enter university with our girls. :)
am i right?
cheer up babe, because we can do it!

2007-10-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

i blew approx 150 bucks in merely two days. ):
shit.
ive to let go 80+ bucks to pay for my online clothes soon.
shit.shit.
hahahaha!
spending too much.
but im feeling great!
i got myself two pairs of pumps and a belt today.
: D
kim and i went shopping instead of baking.
it was gd!
i feel so free and relaxed whenever im with kim.
shes KIM POSSIBLE. thats why.
(:
movie marathon at mich's place tmr and church in the morning with nicole.

2007-10-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

day out with kim today, right after my cursed geog paper.
im bound to fail for that.
i didnt attempt 2 DRQs
didnt complete one of the DRQ
and didnt answer the SEQ correctly.
screwed.
but its all under control.as if.
hahahhahaha!
and i keep chanting " please dont make me retain"

went home to bathe and i got out of the house in merely 15 mins,
worrying that kim will be kept waiting.
but yet, i was the one who was kept waiting
she came after the sixth train. -.-
i was starving by then.
later on, my hunger for both food and retail therapy was satisfied in bugis.
i blew my money on 2 shorts and a top.
(: which i think was a relatively good deal.
kim and i got the same top but of diff colours. -.-

meanwhile, catching up with kim was great.
shes forever telling me where i could get the best deals when we shop online
haha.
oh she taught me about internet banking today
so i signed up for it on one of the ATM machines and ill be getting the key chain look-a-like thingy soon.
this way, i can shop and do transfers at home, just right infront of the computer table. (:
pros: i can get clothes in a jiffy.
cons: no control over expenditure!
haha!
love kim

kim is coming over to my house tmr to bake muffins and cookies, using premix.hahaha
i bet it'll be fun,
just like the other time.
: D

TGIF.ITS THE END OF PROMOS.AND I HEAVE A HUGE SIGH OF RELIEF.
ITS ALL OVER.
THE GAME IS OVER.

darn it. saturday and monday is ruined my some cip programme.CRAPS.i could have stayed at home on monday! screw my class leaders.hahaha.i dont think they know this blog. oops

2007-10-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

today marks the end of my misery.
its worth a gd celebration with my girls. (:

im having nightmares lately,
and every single of them depicts my greatest fears.
they are giving me the spooks.
ugh.

nothing beats hanging around with your favourite people.
they'll provide the best form of security and the best source of listening ears
and most of all,
they wont just leave without a word.
they'll always be somewhere near.
thats why ive never felt alone nor immensely depressed,
because ive got them. :D

post exam activities:
tanning
shopping and even more shopping
church with nicole
meetups with kim
visit of old neighbors
preparation for oral presentation and written report. ): craps
get a job so ill have income.

oh yah, talking about getting a job makes me recall something really hilarious.
i was telling my mom i wanted to work in this cafe which offers really gd pay, estimated around 1000 bucks for 4 saturdays a month. and my mom demanded i give her 60% of what i earn every month. ugh! shes so greedy. i bet my big sissy doesnt even give her so much when she worked last time.
so,
i must report my mom to the counselling centre, which is at my void deck. its called MORNING STAR.
haha. then my mom will be guilty of child labour.
ill report my dad too. he is delaying my purchase of an ipod.
as for him, he'll be guilty of inflicting emotional pain on child. what cruelty!
and they'll have to attend parenting workshops on every sunday night.
that'll teach them a lesson!
HAHAHA!
i have funny parents who are very proficient when it comes to crapping.

2007-10-02T22:02:00.000-07:00

GEEKS RULE THE HOUSE.

promos are such a turn-off.
this is the first time in all the years of my life whereby im so slack for a crucial exam.
what has gotten into me ?
brrr.
i promise to catch up during the holidays.
ill mark my words. (:
thats provided if i get promoted to j2.
if i retain, then i wont bother.

michie,nicole, lalang and myself are all so INTO online shopping lah.
it has gotten over our heads.
hahaha.
the clothes are cheap and nice
and shopping becomes more accessible now.
sissy and i bought lotsa clothes alrdy! :D
love it!
new clothes=happy!

gotta get more dresses, cant get enough of them. (:
hahaha.
then i can go out in different dresses everyday!
yay!

i got my eyes on four dresses.
in such a dilemma now.
couldnt be so spoilt to get all four,
so ive gta make choices or ill be broke for october.
HATE MAKING CHOICES.
brrr.
but i want all four. ):

retail therapy is a good way driving off exam blues and memories tht arent worth reminiscing.
i think my girls would agree.

2007-09-25T00:01:00.000-07:00

DANCING.
we had chacha for PE on monday.
i was looking forward to it, because for chacha, we'll need a dance partner!
i was dying for that cute guy in another class to partner me ever since the teacher told us that we'll have to dance with a guy two weeks ago.
hahaha.

it goes like this.
we were supposed to change partners after every 2 sets of eight.
so after many sets of eight,
it was finally my turn to partner HIM.
the entire dance with him was kinda awkward and i was on the brink of blushing.
but after one set of eight, the music ended.
i thot they cheated me of my the other set of eight and was kinda disppointed.
but a new song began, and we danced for another 2 sets of eight, which totals to 3 sets of eight!
nice nice.

we held hands like all the way, even after the music stopped and when we were supposed to let go.
so shy.
so shy.
so shy.

dancing with the other guys were kinda funny.
two tamil guys were damn enthusiastic and i had no choice but to shake with them cs we were holding hands. it made me laugh like a hyena.haha.
some guys were so afraid of holding the girl's hands, as if we were plagued with infectious diseases.
and most had sweaty palms. -.-
haha.

joyanne's mad.
she seems to be hooked onto holding guys' hands.
oh man.
it must be the work of her raging hormones.
ahh!

2007-09-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

Revenge is best served cold.

and it taste better when you know your victims are wounded.

Revenge is always sweet.